Well, AF arrived yesterday and ofcourse I was disappointed. After my mc in December I was hoping we would get pregnant right away like we did when we first started trying in Sept 2010. I guess my expectations were too high but I like to think of it as staying positive. On to TTC month 2 and I am not sure if I can emotionally do it all again. I used OPK's and symptom monitoring last cycle. In the beginning, it kept me busy from thinking of our recent lost. However once I knew we weren't successful this time I broke down emotionally. It reminded me of losing our angel and why it happened in the first place. I will never know the answer. I don't think I can continue to use OPK's and monitor my entire cycle. I am going to let God do his thing and see what happens. Sending my thoughts and prayers to those of you going through a loss and trying again.