Going to go

[AlwaysPraying]

I wanted to say thank you to everyone who supported me in these past couple of weeks. It means so much to me that you were all able to jump right in with me and be there every step of the way.

I'm going to take some time off the site for a while. I may peep here and there, but I need to reset and try to get back to "normal" for the next bit here. I don't want to drop in and suck everyones sympathy and then rush off, I hope that's not how it seems. It's just been an incredibly intense couple of weeks and I need to shake it off and just do normal everyday things. I've noticed that I've been on here the past few days without much to say, and reading others stories is just heartbreaking for me. I'm resentful and jealous of the 1st and 2nd tri girls, and sad for the ones on this board. I'm just not sure I'm in the best mind set to be here, that's all.

With time, I know it will all come. I've got so much going on still, planning and worrying about a wedding, wondering, how will what happened affect our relationship?! Waiting and wondering about when to try again next, wedding first? What will he want to do? I'm only a couple days out from the termination and I'm already worried about the next step so I have to slow myself down. I ran towards pregnancy as fast as I could, and it took me 31 years. It breaks my heart to know that I'm going to have to wait longer now, and with the pending wedding etc. it could be longer than just a couple months. Ok, now I'm just blabbering.

Thanks to you all. May we never need this board again.

 

[Las78]

All the best hun, I know how you feel about needing to take a break and move on, I did the same for a bit as it does get very upsetting to hear of others experiencing such sadness especially when it is so soon and raw for yourself. We will always be here if you need us though and don't feel bad about taking time out because you have also supported others and sharing your experience may help others in the same situation.

Take good care of yourself and I hope you have a lovely wedding, good luck with all the planning and I hope that when you feel ready to ttc it happens really quickly and you get your sticky bean x

 

[Aidedhoney]

Good luck honey xxxx

 

[Barneyboo]

Good luck and take care x x x x

 

[eclipse]

good luck honey, good luck with the wedding, and do what you need to do. I myself come in and out, because I can never forget, and I like to think I might be able to help someone who is in the shoes I previously wore. I wish you peace. *hugs*

 

[Jessa]

Good luck. We'll be here if you need support or someone to talk to.

 

[babytots]

hunni take as much time out as you need. i find some days i just need a break from the internet and reading other peoples stories and it does do you the world of good.

i hope all goes well with the wedding plans and that you wont be waiting to try again for too long. pop in now and again and let us know how you are getting on won't you. x

 

[Jkelmum]

Take care and good luck you know we will always be here for you

 

[borntobeamum]

take all the time in the world, even if we dont speak again I hope you got some support from being on here when you were. all the best and keep strong.

xx

 

[catfromaus]

All the best, thank you for sharing your time with us. Please do come back and let us know how you are going!

Cat
xxx

 

[rachjim98]

I completely understand sweetie, I wish you the best and I hope you find the peace your looking for.. big hugs xoxox