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Just got done at my 32 week appointment and heard the words I've been dreading since my 20 week scan. They finally told me that I need to go in for a growth scan. My las appointment was at 28 weeks and I was measuring just over 27 weeks (fundal) this time I went in and when she said 29 I knew what was going to come out of her mouth next. They've been letting me know since my 20 week that they were going to keep an eye on us as he was measuring two weeks behind then and at all my previous scans he was measuring either bang on dates or a little ahead. It doesn't help that at my work I am constantly hearing about how small I am for being so far along. It just makes me think about it even more. Being positive I know I'm happy they have kept an eye on us so well so far and he may just be a small baby there might not be anything wrong but I've literally had a gut feeling almost my whole pregnancy (since before my 20w scan) that he will be a premie. I'm just so nervous. I feel like I could have done something different but I know there's nothing else I could have done I did everything "right" with this pregnancy, where as with my first I did everything wrong because I didn't even find out I was pregnant till I was 13 weeks. I drank (it was Holiday season before I found out) I smoked I didn't take prenatals. I ate so much junk food and this time I took prenatals before I got pregnant and still am, never had a sip of alcohol quit smoking almost a two years ago. I've been keeping up with walking eating healthy (minus a few weeks where I craved anything and everything sweet) I honestly don't expect anyone to make it through this whole thing I just know my DH is tired of hearing me rant about how I feel like there's something I could have done or how I'm scared and all of my what if's. He's a very positive person and says everything will be perfectly fine but I just can't help but worry. The fact that I have to wait another two weeks just adds to the stress, Okay I'm done venting...