shadowsilk
2 kids, want 2 more.....
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I had a miscarriage all the way back in October 2007....
I didn't feel much loss or sadness right away. I was only 8 days late for my period and was going to test for pregnancy when It happened, and it was DEFINATELY not a period. I told the doctor and he said I was pregnant and now am having a miscarriage but I don't need a dnc because I'd only be 3 weeks or so. So I was sad for that day, and a week afterwords. But I was feeling good, but all of the sudden I felt like I HAD to have another baby. I have two, what the hell's wrong with me? I don't NEED another baby, but I WANT one like never before. I went from postpartum depression at a bad point, to LOVING LIFE as a mother after the miscarriage BUT DIRELY wanting a baby. Husband knows it's not a good time for a baby, so I don't know what to do. I can't get rid of this feeling, and I always wanna test, even though we use birth control. I'm so embarassed of this, has anyone else felt this way?
I didn't feel much loss or sadness right away. I was only 8 days late for my period and was going to test for pregnancy when It happened, and it was DEFINATELY not a period. I told the doctor and he said I was pregnant and now am having a miscarriage but I don't need a dnc because I'd only be 3 weeks or so. So I was sad for that day, and a week afterwords. But I was feeling good, but all of the sudden I felt like I HAD to have another baby. I have two, what the hell's wrong with me? I don't NEED another baby, but I WANT one like never before. I went from postpartum depression at a bad point, to LOVING LIFE as a mother after the miscarriage BUT DIRELY wanting a baby. Husband knows it's not a good time for a baby, so I don't know what to do. I can't get rid of this feeling, and I always wanna test, even though we use birth control. I'm so embarassed of this, has anyone else felt this way?