sherrie123
Carson, Kai, Jaxon <3
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Went for my 20 week scan today, everything is great with baby and I'm so grateful for that but I can't help but be overshadowed by this disappointment I have 2 boys already and had my heart set on a girl as this is our last baby. Always dreamt of having a little girl to have that close mother daughter bond with and do all the wee girly things, I feel like my lifelong dream has been ripped away from me.
Everyone told me they thought it was a girl, all old wives tales...ring test, baking soda, Chinese gender calendar all told me girl. I feel like a horrible mum for feeling the way I do but I can't help it and can't talk to anyone about it either all day I've been telling everyone I'm so excited and happy, smiling away but now OH has went out all I can do is sit and cry. Why can't I just be happy that I have a perfectly healthy baby boy
Everyone told me they thought it was a girl, all old wives tales...ring test, baking soda, Chinese gender calendar all told me girl. I feel like a horrible mum for feeling the way I do but I can't help it and can't talk to anyone about it either all day I've been telling everyone I'm so excited and happy, smiling away but now OH has went out all I can do is sit and cry. Why can't I just be happy that I have a perfectly healthy baby boy