Hi there Just came across this thread I’m not sure if anyone will read this I just wanted to share my experience , I’m 31 have been with my partner 16 years we have a 12 yr old 11 yr twins 7 year and 5 year . 1 natural 3 c sections had 2 miscarriage in between. We started trying when my youngest was 1 went on to have 6 miscarriages one being at 18 weeks when I was forced to give birth to my tiny little girl the most devastating thing I’ve ever done. Since then I’ve had a pregnancy of unknown location that had to be terms with medication, 2 weeks ago I did a clear blue digital and it says I’m 3 weeks + , I was so happy like this time it was going to happen, 3 days ago I started bleeding not enough to fill a pad but thick red blood on wiping , I had backache and slight cramps. I bled for 2 days and now nothing. I prayed this was implantation bleeding but today have had a negative test. I’m so devastated and feel so alone. I no I have 5 healthy children and am so blessed but I’m desperate for a baby why does this keep happening to me the drs don’t seem interested bcos I already have 5 and everyone I speak to just tells me to give up as I just keep ending up in the same place I’m so confused do I really want a baby but I’m now wondering if my body has just gave up has anyoygone thru this and still had a healthy baby??? Xxx