Hello everyone, this is my first time on here. Not really sure what to write, but I guess i'd better start by telling my story. I miscarried a year and 9 months ago now, but I still haven't dealt with it properly. I thought things would start to get easier after all the one year anniversaries were out of the way, and I feel almost ridiculous for still crying about it so often. I don't really talk to anyone about it even though I have a great family and set of friends, and that's why I have come on here. Is it normal to still be so cut up about it? I accidentally fell pregnant and Im not really ready to have children yet, but I feel so so empty inside. I hope this will go away when I eventually have children, but until then it's killing me. I often wonder if anyone else feels the same, please let me know if you do, then I wont feel so alone. I felt I just had to get all that off my chest and tell someone, so thank you for reading.