dinidani
just a little bit preggo
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I don't know what to do I feel so alone even tho I have one of the worlds biggest support connections in my family I just can't cope no more my lil boy is nearly 5months and I'm 3 months pregnant I don't know weather it's all these pregnancy hormones or weather I'm suffering from server Pnd no one seems to be getting what I say my oh works 5 days a week so I don't really get 5 seconds to kip my lil boy always seems to be screaming and it makes me feel like there's nothing better in life then just to run away but I have broke down and I can't pick my self up it doesn't matter how hard I force myself to keep calm but I can't I get so angry I feel as if I could hurt him even tho I wouldn't dream of it but I just can't seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel I'm not eating unless I'm forced to as I have to for my other baby but I can't seem to love anyone even tho I couldn't live with out them but I don't even love myself nor anything sleeping is hard and so is caring for myself let alone my children or family home is it me or just my hormones as right now I have no hope no joy but I feel as if I have to keep going not for myself but for my family any help would be grate right now xx