millymolly
Mum of 3 and 3 Angels
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Hi everyone
I'm totally new to all this but I am finding this website so helpful. At last I can identify with so many of you and I am starting to realise that I am not alone...I have found it so difficult recently.
Apologies in advance.. I can talk and talk!
A brief introduction...I have been TTC for 2 yrs since getting re-married and coming off the pill. I have had a history of spotting but was told last year that hormones ok so prob just my body taking time to get back to normal after the pill. DH and I were thrilled when we had
last summer but were devastated when we had a 10 week scan to be told baby had died at 7 weeks 
I hadnt had any bleeding or pain at all and although I knew I was at risk of mc due to age, I was trying to remain positive as I really felt pregnant. (ERPC followed).
I was fortunate to fall pregnant again in March this year but was so scared. This time I didnt have as strong pregnancy symptoms so was naturally worried but everyone said all pregnancies different! I then started spotting so was really stressed. Scan at 7 weeks showed all ok and spotting stopped but at 9 weeks resumed and a scan showed baby died at 8 weeks + 2 days (Medical management followed)
Since then my body has gone haywire
.... I bled for 2 wks after mc then only had 3 dry days before starting to bleed again on 25 May... really confused.... nurse said too early for 
but I had had ov pain. A rescan that week (to check for retained products) showed I had actually ov so it was my first since mc. This lasted 2 weeks then I had only 5 dry days before spotting for two weeks! I then had one dry day before my 2nd (since mc) started last week on 2 July but thankfully this only lasted 5 days and now I'm CD 8. Apparently, the last scan also showed a small polyp so yet another hurdle to overcome! (My GP has referred me to Gynae)
There hasn't been many days for my DH and I to
so odds are against us! TMI 
So... with my age, 2 x mc's, spotting and now polyp , we need a miracle. (no money for private care)
Please forgive me, I know I'm very fortunate to have 2 sons' from previous marriage but hope you understand that as a female I cannot help the female hormones making me broody and making me long for a baby with my wonderful new husband (he's a great step dad but younger than me with no children of his own).
Apologies for all the waffle but I needed to sound off as my head has been spinning for weeks now!
Take care and
to you all x
I'm totally new to all this but I am finding this website so helpful. At last I can identify with so many of you and I am starting to realise that I am not alone...I have found it so difficult recently.
Apologies in advance.. I can talk and talk!
A brief introduction...I have been TTC for 2 yrs since getting re-married and coming off the pill. I have had a history of spotting but was told last year that hormones ok so prob just my body taking time to get back to normal after the pill. DH and I were thrilled when we had
last summer but were devastated when we had a 10 week scan to be told baby had died at 7 weeks I hadnt had any bleeding or pain at all and although I knew I was at risk of mc due to age, I was trying to remain positive as I really felt pregnant. (ERPC followed).I was fortunate to fall pregnant again in March this year but was so scared. This time I didnt have as strong pregnancy symptoms so was naturally worried but everyone said all pregnancies different! I then started spotting so was really stressed. Scan at 7 weeks showed all ok and spotting stopped but at 9 weeks resumed and a scan showed baby died at 8 weeks + 2 days (Medical management followed)
Since then my body has gone haywire
.... I bled for 2 wks after mc then only had 3 dry days before starting to bleed again on 25 May... really confused.... nurse said too early for but I had had ov pain. A rescan that week (to check for retained products) showed I had actually ov so it was my first since mc. This lasted 2 weeks then I had only 5 dry days before spotting for two weeks! I then had one dry day before my 2nd (since mc) started last week on 2 July but thankfully this only lasted 5 days and now I'm CD 8. Apparently, the last scan also showed a small polyp so yet another hurdle to overcome! (My GP has referred me to Gynae) There hasn't been many days for my DH and I to
so odds are against us! TMI So... with my age, 2 x mc's, spotting and now polyp , we need a miracle. (no money for private care)
Please forgive me, I know I'm very fortunate to have 2 sons' from previous marriage but hope you understand that as a female I cannot help the female hormones making me broody and making me long for a baby with my wonderful new husband (he's a great step dad but younger than me with no children of his own).
Apologies for all the waffle but I needed to sound off as my head has been spinning for weeks now!
Take care and
to you all x
Hi All
Its so nice to chat to you all and make so many new friends. 
I will go to my GP the following wk not straight away as I did b4, only tell our respective bosses and a few very close work collegues, once we have had an early scan to make sure all is ok then we will tell our parents, my brother and a couple of very close friends then, after the 12wk scan tell everyone else. Fingers crossed that we can get that far nxt time and end up with a healthy baby at the end. It is going to be so hard nxt time for us.
