Here I am........again.

[Tasha]

Hey,

I am not even sure what to write. My siggy says it all really. I am pregnant again, very early days. For those of you that dont know me I have had seven miscarriages in the past two years and I also had a little girl who was born sleeping in May 2007.

Yesterday and today has mostly been numbness, this evening I am just wondering how I will cope when I lose another baby.

 

[Steph63]

I have everything crossed for a happy & healthy nine months for you Tasha

 

[~BumpyRide~]

Congratulations Tasha! Very best to you and your little one through this pregnancy. Gentle and healthy early days to you. X

 

[Linzi]

Honey, as hard it as must be please stay positive, its not a WHEN.Take each day as it comes and remember theres always so many people here to support you

Praying for you a happy & healthy 9 months xxx

 

[doddy0402]

good luck tasha, will have my fingers crossed for you.x

 

[Floralaura]

Huge congratulations, im praying that you have a easy 9months form here on and you get to bring home a gorgeous new Baby at the end of the 9mths..xx

 

[foxforce]

Congrats to you and I pray this all works out for you as you really deserve it
Make sure your taking it easy and looking after yourself, keeping everything crossed! xx

 

[jess3012]

I hope this bean is extra sticky for you hun

 

[Vickieh1981]

Oh wow you have no idea how excited I am to see this hun. I really will keep absolutely everything crossed for you.

I will be nice and quiet on your fb until you have your good 12 week scan and then wooohooooo all the way!!!!

 

[Tegans Mama]

Congratulations!

 

[hb1]

congratulations!

hx

 

[sparkle_1979]

Hi Tasha, Im sorry I dont know your story but i just want to say how sorry I am to hear about your loses. I've lost 3, but cant imagine how you must feel after 7 and then to lose a little baby is just something no mother should ever have to face.
Im wising you all the luck in the world for this pregnancy. x

 

[Ahren]

Hey hun, hope it sticks x

 

[debgreasby]

Keeping everything crossed for you! xxx

 

[fluffyblue]

Hope everything goes ok 4 u this time xxxx

 

[WifeyS]

Hi sweetie,

Wow I really look up to you, ive had 3 Mc's and thought that was hard yet you have had 7 and gone through the absolute worst.

I really am praying and hoping that this little bean stick for you and for eveyone else out there too.

I think we must have the same sue date - lets hope we can be bump biddies together right though until 9 months xx

 

[Tasha]

Thank you everyone.

WifeyS, that would be fab. Holding your hand, and we are going to take one day at time, yea?

 

[WifeyS]

Defo hun, its the only way really isnt it.

have you told any of the family yet?

I havent this time as I feel the less I talk about it the less it feels real and i wont get too excited (if you get what I mean)??

My parents in law always go way pver the top with excitment and so does my mum. I just feel like its easier all round not to tell them until ive had a 12 week scan xx

 

[Tasha]

Yes it is the only way to be hun.

I havent either. I just dont need the pressure, stress, anxiety, excitement of them. I am trying to avoid all emotions for myself really, I dont want to be scared or excited, so I certainly dont need other peoples emotions. Reading that sounds really mean, but I hope you know what I mean?

Do you drink? I don't so Christmas wont be a problem for me.

 

[WifeyS]

No I get EXACTLY what you mean and that exactly why we are keeping quite about it too.

Nah im not a big drinker, but I do like the odd glass of wine but ill get over it. I might treat myself so a bucks Fizz crimbo day but thats it - i think the family will guess when I dont have a few glasses of wine with them on xmas day!

I might even have an early scan christmas eve maybe and tell the family xmas day - just see how im feeling though x