here i go again on my own!!

[itsmelou1984]

in march me and my OH seperated over him and his debt, all was his choice and he'd decided he didnt want to bring all the debt on me or the girls... which i respected in time...

so we tried to get back on track and were doing really well until he went to get a car... lets say things got out of hand, he wants his own way and he's getting it... a car which i feel is totally unsuitable for a family of 5 to travel round in! a BMW! (i know everyone has their own opinions) so my little niggle with it was the middle seat belt... its only a lap belt! so i tried my damnedest (sp) to explain to him i will NOT be putting my 4yr old in a lap belt!! if she was older it would be fair enough... so now things have gotten out of hand

and to top it all off, i havent seen him in the 2 days this has been going on.. and earlier logged into his facebook (1st time in aaaages!) only to find he'd called an 'old friend' sexy!!!! why would he do all this to me?? specially when i got 10 days to go and feel like the ugliest mo fo on the planet!! AND he freakin denied it!! when it was there in black and white!!

so ive just had enough...i was on my own with my first daughter for 2 years before i met OH...so i can do it all again on my own, i dont need his help
sorry for the long rant

 

[mummytokyra]

are bless you men are wankers lol im married to mine mail me if you feel like chatting

 

[mz_jackie86]

sory to hear that hun, be strong and im sure it will work out! xx

 

[itsmelou1984]

glad i wernt married to mine!! dispite how much he wanted to marry me!! (we got engaged before i found out i was pregnant) but i soon called that off when we had our first 'break up' MEN!!!! i just dont know what to do now next week when i go for my section...if im onlyallowed 1 person in the room, id feel so awkward having him there, and feel i wont enjoy the experiance and much prefer my best friend or mum in the room with me... but then again i wouldnt want to 'stop' him from the experiance too.. whats more important??