geordiemammy
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to have 4 healthy boys but after the horrific m/c in dec 11 i thought this baby would be my last and my OH first but after seeing the heartbeat at 6 eeks went for a private scan today while waiting for nhs scan coming through im sooooooo devastated with the outcome its unreal my baby died at 6w 3days i have to have it confirmed by nhs before i can have anything done which is more waiting its horrible knowing im carrying a dead baby around and not a live healthy one i dont understand why my body has not m/c it naturally why do i hold on to my babies when they no longer have a chance i feel like such a failer to my OH i dont really want to try again as i cant have this happen again why after carrying 4 healthy babies am i losing the most recent ones????????