Moulder86
Fiancé & mum to one
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Ok not that I give a flying monkeys but the ex is apprently getting married, he has another son of 5 and I get on well with his mum. I popped round the other day to drop some bits off and she showed me a txt she got from him new years day. I just laughed (as did she) he's all talk and I'm pretty sure it's just an attention seeking thing.
Anyway I'm having a really poo time at the moment and going mad. I've moved into my own place, it's in the middle of no where and half hour from my parents with a lack of friends visiting too I'm feeling really lonely.
As I've said in another thread I've been trying to get Max to sleep in his own cot which has been difficult on me listening to him cry and just leaving him. My lot come to see me when they can I spent most of my time over Christmas/New Year with them but now I haven't got a car I can't get anywhere. Most of my friends haven't got the time or just can't be assed to come out and see me.
And I found out yesterday my gt aunt is in hospital, then I get a call today she died this afternoon. We weren't close but she's famliy none the less and it's the way she was before she died which is most upsetting not recognising anyone, not even my nan. Didn't realise it was me last time I saw her, or notice that I was pregnant (HEAVILY!!) it's just a shame to see them go like that.
Anyway with it just being Max n myslef not knowing anyone out here, worrying about money and trying to find myself a new job (which I don't want because I don't want to leave Max but I need) I'm getting really lonely.
His dad not bothering with Max is making me angry too.
Sorry I just needed to have a bit of a rant, I don't want to talk to my family about it because they already do as much for me as they can.
Thanks girls
xxxxxxx
Anyway I'm having a really poo time at the moment and going mad. I've moved into my own place, it's in the middle of no where and half hour from my parents with a lack of friends visiting too I'm feeling really lonely.
As I've said in another thread I've been trying to get Max to sleep in his own cot which has been difficult on me listening to him cry and just leaving him. My lot come to see me when they can I spent most of my time over Christmas/New Year with them but now I haven't got a car I can't get anywhere. Most of my friends haven't got the time or just can't be assed to come out and see me.
And I found out yesterday my gt aunt is in hospital, then I get a call today she died this afternoon. We weren't close but she's famliy none the less and it's the way she was before she died which is most upsetting not recognising anyone, not even my nan. Didn't realise it was me last time I saw her, or notice that I was pregnant (HEAVILY!!) it's just a shame to see them go like that.
Anyway with it just being Max n myslef not knowing anyone out here, worrying about money and trying to find myself a new job (which I don't want because I don't want to leave Max but I need) I'm getting really lonely.
His dad not bothering with Max is making me angry too.
Sorry I just needed to have a bit of a rant, I don't want to talk to my family about it because they already do as much for me as they can.
Thanks girls
xxxxxxx
and let you know i understand the whole lack of visiting friends, and feeling alone and stressed over cash... chin up 
