berniegroves
A daughter and a son
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Hi,
So a home birth has appealed to me since i got pregnant, but i hadn't really considered it properly as lots of people put me off saying how dangerous they are and any woman is irresponsible to consider one.
I hate hospitals and really don't want to have to stay in a hospital for any length of time after having the baby. We went for a tour of our local hospital a few weeks ago (Southmead in Bristol) and i was so tense before going for the tour that i actually had an upset stomach. And that was just the thought of being in the hospital for a tour!
I admit the Birthing Suite was okay, but they only have 4 rooms and other than that i would be on the delivery suite which i hated and freaked me out. They kept making the point that the birthing suite is often full and so most women deliver on the delivery suite etc etc.
I know that if everything goes smoothly then you can leave the hospital after 6 hours but that still seems like a long time to me! And i know that in hospitals the rate of interventions and tears etc are higher.
I know a home birth isn't a guarantee as there may be a reason i'd need to go into hospital (a 10 minute car ride) and i accept that as i understand the priority is to safely deliver the baby. And that roughly 40% of first time mums will be transferred to a hospital for various reasons. But am i crazy to think that still means that 60% are getting to deliver sucessfully at home.
I spoke to my midwife today and she didn't try to put me off but she wasn't supportive either. I said we had thought about it for ages now and i felt i knew myself well enough to know i'd be more relaxed at home but that i was sensible and knew my plans may need to change. But she just kept saying to think it over and go back to her next week. But iam almost 37 weeks pregnant, so don't feel i have loads of time.
Now i just don't know what to do. I know i'd be more relaxed at home, which to me means the labour would be easier as i'd be in my own environment. But now i have all the 'what if's' flying around my head.
Has anyone else considered home birth? Or had one?
I've read all the statistics and know that technically it is just as safe as a hospital birth. But i am just doubting myself.
I just really REALLY hate hospitals and that is freaking me out more than the labour and delivery itself!
Sorry for the long rant, i'm just feeling confused.
So a home birth has appealed to me since i got pregnant, but i hadn't really considered it properly as lots of people put me off saying how dangerous they are and any woman is irresponsible to consider one.
I hate hospitals and really don't want to have to stay in a hospital for any length of time after having the baby. We went for a tour of our local hospital a few weeks ago (Southmead in Bristol) and i was so tense before going for the tour that i actually had an upset stomach. And that was just the thought of being in the hospital for a tour!
I admit the Birthing Suite was okay, but they only have 4 rooms and other than that i would be on the delivery suite which i hated and freaked me out. They kept making the point that the birthing suite is often full and so most women deliver on the delivery suite etc etc.
I know that if everything goes smoothly then you can leave the hospital after 6 hours but that still seems like a long time to me! And i know that in hospitals the rate of interventions and tears etc are higher.
I know a home birth isn't a guarantee as there may be a reason i'd need to go into hospital (a 10 minute car ride) and i accept that as i understand the priority is to safely deliver the baby. And that roughly 40% of first time mums will be transferred to a hospital for various reasons. But am i crazy to think that still means that 60% are getting to deliver sucessfully at home.
I spoke to my midwife today and she didn't try to put me off but she wasn't supportive either. I said we had thought about it for ages now and i felt i knew myself well enough to know i'd be more relaxed at home but that i was sensible and knew my plans may need to change. But she just kept saying to think it over and go back to her next week. But iam almost 37 weeks pregnant, so don't feel i have loads of time.
Now i just don't know what to do. I know i'd be more relaxed at home, which to me means the labour would be easier as i'd be in my own environment. But now i have all the 'what if's' flying around my head.
Has anyone else considered home birth? Or had one?
I've read all the statistics and know that technically it is just as safe as a hospital birth. But i am just doubting myself.
I just really REALLY hate hospitals and that is freaking me out more than the labour and delivery itself!
Sorry for the long rant, i'm just feeling confused.