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CortneyMarie

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Hi ladies...I am yet again caught up in the obsession of ttc. Its going on a yr at the end of this cycle since mc and it took 10 months to get preggo that time. I may have had a chemical last month had 3 days of very faint bfps then low and behold af showed right on time. My boy has low motility and borderline everything else. All tests clear for me the nest step my gyno wants us to take is dye test and iui. I just don't want to spend the money though he says its only as much as an office visit, but he would have to refer us since we aren't married and to tell you the truth I don't want anyone else so although the boy is ready for iui I'm surprisingly not feeling it....all that money for such a small increase in chance doesn't seem worth it. I'm 27 and he is 23. This month has been awful bc its the anniversary of getting preggo and I'm still not there again urgh :'(. No one around me understands how it is to want something so bad and come up short month after month. I have taken breaks from ttc bc it becomes so all consuming for me and depressing but we have started trying again full swing since dec and I'm a pyscho about it once again. Can't keep it outta my head testing to early and staring at hpts willing lines to show up its makes me feel like a crazy lady, I even sneak to look at them so dp doesn't see me STARING at em for 10minutes. I'm 8dpo bfn and feel so hopeful its disgusting. Sorry for the rant ladies I feel just the teenziest bit better though.
 
Hi cortney i know exactly how you feel. It took us 19 months to conceive which unfortunately ended in a mc. In total we will have been trying for 2 years in April to have our first. I really want to be a Mum! We have to try and stay positive. When we do finally get our little ones they will be worth the wait!
 
Thanks flou :) I know I can't wait to be a mom and all this struggle and heartache will make it more precious I just know it, bc there is nothing I would appreciate and not take for granted more inour lives.
Ok ill clue you into how crazy I am though....I work at a place with black lights...oh man I'm ridiculous..I would never tell anyone but the ladies on here this....so anyway I work third shift so when I got up I tested and although I couldn't make nething out on he test. I just wasn't sure ya know ocd took it to work to look under magnifying inspection light..hmmmm is there a little something there??? Well my bright idea was to look at it under black light! Well what a dumb thing to do bc there was indeed a visable line, mind you only under the black light can you SEE it. Plus the test was dry/out of test time. So I rushed home to poas without holding and it looks the same as last nights bfn :( why oh why do I. Have to be soooo obsessive. Btw I look it up and found 2 posts one from here saying blacklights work at least in the correct time. I'm not gonna lie I'm gonna poas at work tonight:dohh:
Hope your doing better chillin out than I am flou pound of babydust to you :)
 
I think anyone who has had trouble conceiving goes crazy at times. I know i certainly do! I constantly think about ttc. I have good days and bad days. Since my mc i can days where i feel really negative. I constantly think about where i would be in my pregnancy if i hadnt mc. I would have been nearly 21 weeks now. I would have a little bump and possibly know the sex of our baby. My baby would have been due on my birthday so not really looking forward to that this year. Me and my DH are thinking of going away and treating ourselves. Dont think i will be able to be at home.

Anyway im currently on cd 8 so we will start bding soon. I normally O around cd18. Maybe this month might be it! We've got our first appt with the fertility specialist on Monday so lots going on at the mo. Babydust to you and lets hope we both get bfps and sticky beans soon!
 
Wow, our similarities are shocking! It's been almost exactly 1 year since I got my bfp! I lost my baby at 8 weeks. Then, I had a couple months (back to back) in the Summer last year of positive tests...followed by a late period. We had tried for 9 months before our bfp this time last year. Now, we are 1 year out and nothing. I feel for you...big time!
 
Thanks flou :) I know I can't wait to be a mom and all this struggle and heartache will make it more precious I just know it, bc there is nothing I would appreciate and not take for granted more inour lives.
Ok ill clue you into how crazy I am though....I work at a place with black lights...oh man I'm ridiculous..I would never tell anyone but the ladies on here this....so anyway I work third shift so when I got up I tested and although I couldn't make nething out on he test. I just wasn't sure ya know ocd took it to work to look under magnifying inspection light..hmmmm is there a little something there??? Well my bright idea was to look at it under black light! Well what a dumb thing to do bc there was indeed a visable line, mind you only under the black light can you SEE it. Plus the test was dry/out of test time. So I rushed home to poas without holding and it looks the same as last nights bfn :( why oh why do I. Have to be soooo obsessive. Btw I look it up and found 2 posts one from here saying blacklights work at least in the correct time. I'm not gonna lie I'm gonna poas at work tonight:dohh:
Hope your doing better chillin out than I am flou pound of babydust to you :)

How about when you find yourself in the kitchen with hpt broken into millions of pieces, pee on your hands, with the window open, squinting for 20mins. Then hubby walks in and you shove everything in your pocket and act like nothing is going on. Story of my life ::wacko::blush:
 
We had our first appt with the fertility specialist and basically he just referred me back to my doc. He said that because i had got pg that we should wait for a year after our mc before coming back. He tried to reassure us that we can get pg and should be no reason why we couldnt again. However its nearly been two years ttc and im feeling a little frustrated by the whole experience! Is it so wrong that i want to have a child! Ive decided to give it until the summer then i am going back to the doc.
 
I understand all of your pain, been wanting a bfp for 6 years now, I've had to try stay calm an try focuse on other things at the moment otherwise I think I will go completley insane, I just want to be a mum, hope u get your bfps soon, good luck x
 

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