CortneyMarie
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Hi ladies...I am yet again caught up in the obsession of ttc. Its going on a yr at the end of this cycle since mc and it took 10 months to get preggo that time. I may have had a chemical last month had 3 days of very faint bfps then low and behold af showed right on time. My boy has low motility and borderline everything else. All tests clear for me the nest step my gyno wants us to take is dye test and iui. I just don't want to spend the money though he says its only as much as an office visit, but he would have to refer us since we aren't married and to tell you the truth I don't want anyone else so although the boy is ready for iui I'm surprisingly not feeling it....all that money for such a small increase in chance doesn't seem worth it. I'm 27 and he is 23. This month has been awful bc its the anniversary of getting preggo and I'm still not there again urgh :'(. No one around me understands how it is to want something so bad and come up short month after month. I have taken breaks from ttc bc it becomes so all consuming for me and depressing but we have started trying again full swing since dec and I'm a pyscho about it once again. Can't keep it outta my head testing to early and staring at hpts willing lines to show up its makes me feel like a crazy lady, I even sneak to look at them so dp doesn't see me STARING at em for 10minutes. I'm 8dpo bfn and feel so hopeful its disgusting. Sorry for the rant ladies I feel just the teenziest bit better though.