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Hopefull but terrified!

Jenna1985

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My name is Jenna....I am currently 5weeks +3 pregnant (as far as we can tell) and I am terrified beyond words. My story is long and drawn out so I will try and give just the facts to save you from my life story.

in 2005 - When I was 19 I was a surro-mom for my god parents, they could not get pregnant on their own and had tried for 14 years without success so I opted to have a baby for them. The day the baby got to go home is the day the doctor came in with all my blood work to tell me that I had a blood clotting disorder and a faulty ovary as well as a retroverted uterus....with all of my issues I was said to have a 15% chance of ever concieving a baby naturally again.

in 2007 I got pregnant but the baby did not make it passed 10 weeks, devistated I carried on.
in 2008 I got pregnant and had a beautiful baby girl!! She was a miracle and a blessing.
in 2010 I was diagnosed with endometriosis, I had a surgery to remove it and unblock both tubes. 3 months later we got pregnant but again the baby did not make it to 10 weeks.
in 2011 - I got pregnant again! we were thrilled but were soon devistated as the baby once again only made it to 10 weeks. I had to watch the ultrasound as the heart rate of our child dropped down to 56. I was horrified and there was nothing anyone could do, they sent me home with progesterone and said cross your fingers. the next day we could not find a heartbeat.
in 2012 - I was told that the combination of Blood clotting, endometriosis, flipped uterus, blocked tube and cystic ovaries left me with 10% chance of conception. Our daughter is now almost 5 so we voted to have a hysterectomy and be done with the heartache and pain of trial and loss along with all my internal issues.
January 2013 - I talked to the doctor. she gave me a prescription for an IUD to put in while we wait until my surgery date to have a hysterectomy. I would just wait until my period started and we would put it in....I had to call on Valentines day to cancel my IUD because I found out we are pregnant!! The doctor put me on progesterone right away and we are just going to [-o< and hope it stays but I'm so afraid of the worst happening again.
 
I'm so sorry about everything that has happened to you. But congratulations. I hope everything works out. You definitely deserve for it to. Good luck hun, lots of hugs :hugs: & try to stay positive, even tho that is waaay easier said then done. Keep us updated. <3
 
Oh god Hun, you have had a lot to contend with. I'm so sorry you have had such a hard journey. How lucky are your God parents to have you! What a beautiful gift you have given them. Xx
Congratulations on your pregnancy! How wonderful! It's a sign. This baby is meant to be. I'll have everything crossed for you that this pregnancy will work out perfectly for you.
It sounds like the biggest hurdle was you even getting pregnant, and you have done that. It also sounds as though you are going to be closely monitored. Praying for a happy and healthy 9 months for you. You deserve it! Xxx
 

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