How do I leave?

[wantabbygrl]

Me ans my bf have been together on and off for 6 years. I got pg last july and had him in April. My WHOLE pregnancy I was treated like shit and for the first month after the baby was born he was out partying doing drugs ans staying gone all night. This last month he has not done any of that and has stopped doing drugs but we cant seem ti get along anymore. I used to love him with all my heart but after all he put me through its just not the same for either of us. We love each other but cant stop fighting! I dont trust him and its a big problem. We had a huge falling out tongiht verbal and physical sorta. We are no good together anymore we just seem to bring out the worste in eachother lately but for some reason I cant find the strength to leave when I know its for the best. Hes the best dad a great provider but he ruined our PERFECT relationahip with all his lies and nights out. I have my own money car ect so suporting myself is not a problem its getting my heart to do what my head says to is whats the problem and the very thought of him with someone else crushes me. I need help and advice please .

 

[littlekitten8]

The only person who can make you leave is you. Its a hard decision to make, I had to make it. But if you know its best for you and your son, you will do whats right. At the end of the day the only person who knows whats best for you and your son is you. We can all offer support but nothing more. Good luck

 

[manda22]

Hun, you just have to do it. If you are not happy with him then why stay? I stayed with my ex when I wasn't in love with him for a couple of months after the baby was born and I was so miserable. It finally took me getting a curable STD from him because he cheated on me to wake up and move on!