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So I found out on wednesday that I am having a miscarriage. A little background with this one for those who care: I found out I was pregnant last saturday when i gotta a BFP at a little over a week late for af. I started spotting on monday and went into shear panic mode. They gave me an ultrasound and couldnt find anything according to ff I was 5w5d but since my periods are irregular that date could have been off. I was pretty sure i didnt implant until 14dpo (the day af was due because I had some spotting a couple hours that day that just disappeared). They told me after the ultrasound they didnt see evidence of pregnancy and that i was probably just to early and then they sent me for a quantitative hcg. My levels came back at 2537 I was ecstatic and even more scared. The midwife examined me and said that my cervix was closed. They told me to do a repeat blood level in 48 hrs. The day before my repeat I noticed my boobs hurt less but I was still having morning sickness but I assumed the worse. The repeat levels came back at 908 the nurses called me and told me my pregnancy wasnt viable and to let it pass naturally. I balled my eyes out and am starting to come to terms with that. But then this morning when I woke up my boobs were even more swollen than previously and they hurt really bad. Is it possible that my baby is fighting or is this just wishful thinking and im setting myself up for disappointment. im not scheduled to get my levels checked again until wednesday so now im just going on feeling. i know better than to take a pregnancy test because i know it will probably still come back positive. I havent had any cramping just a dull back ache and ive only been spotting brown blood im just nervous and need some guidance and support.