Khearts
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I'm going to be a ftm and all the years I tried to get pregnant I thought I would be the happiest person in the world right from the start. That has definitely proved me so very wrong, I have been in full panic mode since day one. At first I was so excited but then the reality hit me of the risks of losing him or her.
I'm almost 9 weeks, saw the heartbeat at 7w 5d (avg of 144) which was a huge sigh of relief. But now in between appointments, I'm just terrified I'll see blood when I wipe, or my symptoms will magically stop.. I don't know how to handle this!
I still have some cramps on and off, very minor ones. Absolutely no bleeding. My breasts and nipples hurt like heck, but I have been lucky will little ms. I need a nap atleast every day to function. Everything I ever read on reddit or elsewhere just makes me freak out more. I've called my doctor in a panic three times this week!!
Sorry for the wall of text, I could use some reassurance
I'm almost 9 weeks, saw the heartbeat at 7w 5d (avg of 144) which was a huge sigh of relief. But now in between appointments, I'm just terrified I'll see blood when I wipe, or my symptoms will magically stop.. I don't know how to handle this!
I still have some cramps on and off, very minor ones. Absolutely no bleeding. My breasts and nipples hurt like heck, but I have been lucky will little ms. I need a nap atleast every day to function. Everything I ever read on reddit or elsewhere just makes me freak out more. I've called my doctor in a panic three times this week!!
Sorry for the wall of text, I could use some reassurance