Sammy2009
Mum of 1 daughter,1 angel
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I think you are a SUPER parent and I think many would agree with me on here!!!
Not only for the fact that you gave her a chance against all odds, knowing the huge risks (and I don't think i would have been strong enough to do that to be honest) but also because of all the things you have been through, got through and kept positive for. For everything you do for her on a daily basis and your patience with her... its truly remarkable that for now (and hopefully forever!) we only have one of those things to contend with and it makes us look pretty weak when I read everything you have had to deal with in the last year and a half!!! Its amazing... I cannot believe little Tegan has been through so much and her smiling little face on the pictures just show how happy she is and how strong she has been. Shes a miracle, really.![]()
Thankyou so much
I know that we have been through a lot, but honestly while it was all happening it was a blur... I didn't realise until after just how much had happened. The way we live our lives is normal to us now, and to outsiders it does look like we do a lot (Tegan has to be catherterised twice a day, she has medication four times a day, then there is physio, a wheelchair when she's older, and she can't use her legs at all so she army crawls everywhere and has to be carried a lot of the time) but it doesn't feel like it to me, she's my baby and I love her with all my heart and I would do ANYTHING for her.
You aren't weak, I promise you that, the fact that you didn't go totally loopy makes you a strong person. It is harder than anyone can imagine to find out there is something wrong with your baby, and it is the hardest decision you'll ever make, because either way, good or bad it is forever.
I have just been physically sick, i think its the stress of everything over the past few days... ironic really to be sick now when i never had any morning sickness at all!!!
Are the catheters so that Tegan will be able to walk on her own eventually or can she walk with the catheters now? I didn't realise that she would have to take so much medication. I suppose its like Hydro, until it happens to you or someone you know then you don't really research it and so don't know much about it. I will always think from now on what an insite it is to learn as much as possible about different kinds of conditions.
At least with us both posting our stories it may help some other people on here and one day and help them to learn about it more. I was worried as I couldnt find anyone or anything on here about Hydro (which makes you feel then like you are the only one!) but I was so lucky to have had the chance of getting to know all about Tegan which only proves anything can be achievable!!!![]()
She's cathed because she doesn't empty her bladder properly. She pees just like a normal person, but she doesn't pee enough because her bladder doesn't work right. Her legs will never work unfortunately, the way she is now is the way she will be forever.
I had no idea what SB was, or hydro, before I found out about Tegan. I didn't know anyone with a child with SB or hydro, and I met the first person I did know just before Tegan was born on this very site![]()
I think that through learning about other conditions, you realise that there is always someone who is far worse off than you are, and you become grateful for what you have. It took me a long time to accept that Tegan would never walk - and then I realised that there are children out there who will never speak. And I realised that, ya know, in this day and age, walking isn't all that important. She won't walk - so what, she'll have a wheelchair, and she'll get around, and she'll always have her mama to help if she needs it. If she couldn't talk, we'd accept it the same way, but thankfully she can. If she couldn't function on a basic level - that would be far worse than not walking. I am sure you understand what I mean![]()
Yes i do, absolutely... it was only a week ago we were ruling out ever having a shunt, talked ourselves into it not being good but now we are coming to terms with things and just hope it doesnt get any worse where we will have to make new decisions. The decisions get harder the more things get worse I think.


