I am just sick and tired...(Vent*warrning*)

[ttcwithendo]

Im so sick and tired of feeling like everyone around me is getting pregnant. I am sick and tired of thinking that any little twinge could be something, I wish I could just take my mind off ttc but there is no way I can it seems everytime I turn around another friend is pg or there are like 30 woman walking down the rd i turn on the radio and there is a commercial about being preg or a topic about it on a tv show or radio show every movie i have seen seems to have at least one person find out they are preg and it didnt seem to happen when we were "protecting" (pull out) against preg but since we started trying pregnancy is EVERYWHERE i look except in the mirror...I am so sick of crying lately today has been the worst watching a guy jogging down the rd with two dogs i started crying cuz i thought how cute it was. I feel like idk what is going on anymore and I have NO CONTROL over my body anymore.

sorry for the rant ladies im just really feeling overwhelmed today esspecially with the IPS (ALREADY) and knowing that this month probably isnt the month. I keep seeing BFP's everywhere and i truley am happy for every single person but im jealous and sad all at the sametime I was completly ok after a few days after the CP but for some reason I cant get control of my emotions and the green eyed monster I have cried a few times going on FB or going through older posts on here or the new ones with a BFP. Ok ladies im done sorry again just needed to get it out maybe i wont feel like a bottle of vinagar and baking soda getting ready to explode into an emotional ball of goop.

 

[mg80]

Hey hun,

No advice but wanted to send you a big hug, sorry you're feeling this way.

But misery loves company! So I know what you mean, I'll have been trying for a whole year in August and not a sniff of a BFP but seems soooo easy for everyone else doesn't it?!! I last saw my GP about irregular bleeding back in April and she referred me to a gyny. So after waiting til now I chased the hospital today and they told me it'll be November before I even get a letter of acknowledgement from the specialist It makes me sooo mad! Like you I cry all the time too. My husband tells me I am an emotional trainwreck, lol! But hey they don't know what it feels like for us girlies. It's so hard seeing someone else attain so easily the one thing that you are desperate to have yourself, so no wonder we get jealous of other prego women.

I see from your username you have endo, what are they giving you to treat this? Did it take you long to get your diagnosis of endo?

Sorry this post hasn't really helped but just wanted to let you know you're not alone in feeling this way.

xxxxxx

 

[ttcwithendo]

i was diagnosed with it at age 14 i was put on BC for it then in 2005 it ended up causing nerve damage in my brain had a lap done in 06 but other then that nothing else has been done

 

[dncr1010p]

Hey girl. Sometimes venting helps get it all out, as does crying. After I cry I feel tons better till the next time it's needed. I think its murpheys law that everyone and everything around you has to do with pregnancy when you are ttc. That and you didn't really pay attention to the pregnant ladies or commercial signs before, because it wasnt what was on your mind. I know thats how it is for me. I'm 24 and it seems like a popular age to ttc.

I have 2 SIL'S, and 4 friends who are pregnant and a co-worker..its hard. I just found out about another one today. It breaks my heart to see everyone around me get pregnant and I'm not. But keep up the faith and keep up the and it'll happen. My co-worker has endo. She found out last Oct. Her dr gave her 6 months to get pregnant and if she didn't he was going to put her on some pill that make's you go thru menopause for 6 months. Well at her 6 months check up to get on that pill she found she was pregnant..so have faith.

 

[ttcwithendo]

my best friend found out in feb she had endo (after i told her she did and needed to go to the dr) and she is 27 and had a hystorectomy thank goodness she got to having kids early she already has a 8yr old daughter and a 7yr old son i have heard about a few woman who have had endo and other proba and ended up having a baby i would think my family would understand seeing how all the woman have had it and had hystoectomys but of course they all had their kids also before being diagnosed with it i was the youngest person in my family to find out kinda stinks really that i have no one who understands how i feel in my fam or friends..well thanks for ur responses ladies

 

[dncr1010p]

I'm sorry. I don't know what its like to have endo so I'm no help there. But I do understand how fustrating it can be to want something SO bad and the only thing you can do is and then wait. I hope you get your soon. Don't loose hope. Maybe start a project to get you mind off it a bit.

 

[Armywife84]

Don't know what it's like to have endo either, but I do know what's like to be sick and tired of everyone else being pregnant. Reproduction is everywhere you turn. In the books you read, first response commercials, celebrities getting knocked up every other day, all over Facebook, around the holidays when you have to see your baby nieces and nephew, your family fawning all over the new baby in the family ..It just doesn't stop. And it's really enough to make a sane woman go insane, or to fall into depression.

At TTC for 16 months, you only get more bitter as the months pass you by. Birthdays are even worse. I'm dreading my 27th birthday coming up. Even with endo, I hope you don't get to this point. Baby dust to you!