Starling
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This may become a rant, get long. I just can't take it anymore. I have no one.
I don't know what is going on with the father. He called me today after a month and a half of not hearing from him. He seems nice, supportive, he asked about appointments and stuff but it's more like just a duty he is doing. We only talked for 15 minutes and then he says he is going to call me back. An he hasn't, he seems to care for the baby but not me at all. We were never together officially, and he works far away now, but we used to have something i thought. I just feel so forgotten about.
I have only one friend who i'm exosting with my problems and don't want to bother anymore. I'm just sitting here alone in my apartment, crying and crying and crying because it's hitting me how alone i am. I have no one, there is no one i can talk to, i just want someone around who cares.
And unfortunaty i have feelings for him now and he is just being so cold, i miss him and he has no feelings for me. I feel like a hideous monster and a outcast who will be alone forever.
You guys must feel the same way sometimes, not being with your baby's fathers? How do you get through it, because i feel at the end of my rope right now.
I don't know what is going on with the father. He called me today after a month and a half of not hearing from him. He seems nice, supportive, he asked about appointments and stuff but it's more like just a duty he is doing. We only talked for 15 minutes and then he says he is going to call me back. An he hasn't, he seems to care for the baby but not me at all. We were never together officially, and he works far away now, but we used to have something i thought. I just feel so forgotten about.
I have only one friend who i'm exosting with my problems and don't want to bother anymore. I'm just sitting here alone in my apartment, crying and crying and crying because it's hitting me how alone i am. I have no one, there is no one i can talk to, i just want someone around who cares.
And unfortunaty i have feelings for him now and he is just being so cold, i miss him and he has no feelings for me. I feel like a hideous monster and a outcast who will be alone forever.
You guys must feel the same way sometimes, not being with your baby's fathers? How do you get through it, because i feel at the end of my rope right now.