I cant take this ANYMORE!!! Blood work

[PrettySweetz3]

DH and I had been trying since we had a MC in May...ive always gotten pregnant in one shot..so you can only imagine how im feeling that is not happening now.
DH got a promotion that has been extremely stressed inducing....it has been affecting us..Hes been drinking non stop and noone was the wiser but me..i mean i know him and he wasnt being himself...he stopped drinking 3 days ago when he had a horrible episode and he almost lost me as his wife....he fixed the problem at work..thank god...stress doesnt affect me much (thank goodness ) but just giving you a bit of info.

I had to go to the ER...i was sick extremely sick....my whole body was in pain...the pain didnt let me talk, see, move, walk..well it was an infection....they gave me morphine right away....when i felt better i started crying because i could've been pregnant..and they were giving me so many horrible drugs... well my Hcg came back .19 mlU/ml >25...which im sure means not pregnant as they kept giving soooo many meds for the pain and relaxation as the morphine was not taking the pain 100% especially when diffrent doctors came and pressed, strecthed, patted the infected area..so they would reactivate the pain....

I was 14dpo yesterday AF is due on 16dpo..i have no hope on being pregnant right now or EVER again....how likely that it could be wrong....i know its right tho...i just wants these meds to leave my body completely already because im too depressed i mean i wont kill myself. ...but the thoughts running thru my head are unhealthy and irrational....i just want my baby already

 

[hellodarling]

Hey girl,
I'm so sorry you didn't get any responses to this. I know how lonely it feels when you come with your heart sobbing and no one hears you.

I'd say that right now the most important thing the two of you can do is decrease your stress levels. Stress will smash a reproductive system and fast! Try massaging one another, going on walks, see if hubs will cut down with a glass of water before a drink, etc etc etc.... Take care of yourselves.

I really hope you are feeling better.