I dont want to do anything.

[Baileeboo77]

Well hopfully you get a bfp before you have to go for the procedure if not hopfully you can find some answers and get a bfp short after

 

[grassgreener]

Bailie boo - just want to say I know exactly how you feel. I'm so tired of this, I just don't know how to deal with it any more. This my story:

June 2011 - came off pill
August 2011 - ttc - stupid weird and irregular cycles
April - 2012 - check up - was told nothing was wrong with me
May 2012 - told I may have pcos and put on metformin and clomid even though I was ovulating on my own. Never felt as ill in my life on metformin.
June 2012 - was told I needed an operation to get my ovaries drilled???
June 2012 - got 2nd opinion - doc was horrified that I had been put on medication and was told I definately didn't need an op.
July - December - cycles starting to normalise.
Jan 2013 - BFP!! Finally! Everything going well, all pregnancy symptoms, no bleeding.
Feb 2013 - told at scan baby wasn't growing. Hcg at this point was 125,000.
Feb 2013 - d&c followed by the lowest point in my life.
April 2013 - first natural period - horrible pain.
April 2 w w - higher temps than normal, stupid clearblue false positive followed by negatives.

All this and I'm still being told there is nothing wrong with me and my husband?? Really?? So how come my friends and family get pregnant 'by mistake' and I've been trying for almost 2 years doing everything possible just to get pregnant?
So, so unfair. Sometimes I feel like giving up because its so stressful.
I think when we do eventually have a baby in our arms we will appreciate it so much more. I had a friend who got pregnant as she had unprotected sex ( with her husband) just to see what happened. Bam - pregnant. Followed by months of complaining about becoming fat.
AaaaaaaaaaaH!

 

[Baileeboo77]

Heres my story!!!! Lol

October 2011, came off of bc
November 2011 BFP
December, wedding night December 19th confirmed I was misscarrying
January, start my period on my honeymoon and on my actual birthday the 7th
Feb-ntnp
March-ntnp
April-October opks, cervical position, and cm
November and December and a bit of October 83 day cycle no period until january 2013
January- started bbt
Feb-doctor told me he refused to run test due to my young age and told me I was not ovulating due to stress, he was a dick. I started soy cd 3-7
March-did soy again cd3-7
April- soy cd 3-7
And now im waiting to ovulate, I've become a fatass lol and gained 40 lbs.

I think a lot of my issue is my weight but shit. I know women bigger than me who pop babies out like no ones business! !!

Hubby has testicular issues (has had torsion once and epididtmytis twice)

 

[Baileeboo77]

And so even though I have been using opks and everything since April yhen added bbt and soy still nothing.
Im so sorry for your loss . It really is such a hard thing to deal with. I found out my god sister is pregnant she is 19 and is so immature. Im happy for her but its bs. I cried for like an hr today. Every one I went to school with is becoming pregnant. I dont know how long I can be happy for other pregnant people. It makes me so sad...

 

[grassgreener]

Wow, finding out you're having on your wedding night? Horrendous. No words for it.
I would report that doctor. I'm an optometrist and if I told a patient they needed a slap I would probably get struck off the register. Totally, totally unprofessional. Whatever his personal 'opinion' of your situation, he has a duty of care to look after you. What a complete idiot.
I'm not really sure about this soy thing. What's it for?

 

[Baileeboo77]

It is supposed to be the closest thing to a natural clomid. They say to start off at 80 mg cd 3 4 5 and then a lot of girls jump to 120 mg cd 6 and 7. Yeah I really liked him at the beginning but now he just seems to be so disrespectful. I think if im asking for test and will pay for them he should not deny me just because of my age (20). DH has a great job, and im in school and also a cna. Just changed my major from nursing to cosmetology. Then im going for my bachelor's and masters in psychology. So I have a good head on my shoulders. I just need to find another doctor or lose weight, but I probably need to do both!!
I got my soy from walmart for $6. ill only do it for three months at a time as some people say it xauses fibroids if im not mistaken.

 

[Baileeboo77]

My god sister found out she is pregnant yesterday -_-