I feel jealous

[x_Rainbow_x]

Jealous of all the ladies starting to TTC, or having a baby. They get all the excitment and fun of trying and having a baby for me there is no fun anymore, i cant enjoy TTC because my baby comes from a tube, i cant enjoy my pregnancy because for the first 12 weeks i worry ill m/c, then i worry at 20 weeks that small % will show my baby has big problems, then i worry i dont make it to the end. there is just no fun and im jealous of all the people that get excited and think its gunna be so much fun. I feel like a utter bitch that i get angry when i see it. I think why not me, iv been waiting longer. I no it doesnt work like that but grrrr.
OH wanted to open a child trust fund today to start working on it from now but i said no because i seriously think ill never reach the miracle. i dunno why.

i just feel like crap.

 

[FEDup1981]

awww hun, im not sure what to say, but you will have ur LO, and ur pregnancy, and LO will be extra special. So what if it comes from a "tube", your baby will be planned, loved, and "conceived" through love. I know we're gonna be bump buddies !

 

[cazhd]

Big so sorry your feeling like this. Don't know what to say but one day you will be have your much deserved baby, take care

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

awww hun, im not sure what to say, but you will have ur LO, and ur pregnancy, and LO will be extra special. So what if it comes from a "tube", your baby will be planned, loved, and "conceived" through love. I know we're gonna be bump buddies !

you better believe it! ill warn u when im ready and you can be ready to start!

 

[NeyNey]

Tracie Hun.

I use to feel like that, especially when we reached the 3 year mark. I don't know, it felt like the light in the tunnel just went out at that point. But I soon realised just how exhausting it was to hate everyone who was pregnant or had a baby....I could not focus on anything BUT that. And it consumed me.

Once you hold your baby, you are going to forget the whole TTC process, for in that moment, when you're looking at eachother, everything you've worked towards, all your sacrifices, the pain, the tears - it will all be worth it, and you'd do it ten times over just to be in that moment again.

 

[BizyBee]

 

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[Ash_P]

Its a horrible waiting process and its gets so frustrating but u know u can speak ur worries here and get lots of support, and when u get ur much wanted wee baby, everything will fall into place.

Good luck x

 

[FEDup1981]

awww hun, im not sure what to say, but you will have ur LO, and ur pregnancy, and LO will be extra special. So what if it comes from a "tube", your baby will be planned, loved, and "conceived" through love. I know we're gonna be bump buddies !

you better believe it! ill warn u when im ready and you can be ready to start!

Okey dokey!!!