Last week ( Wed ) I lost my little one at 12 weeks. The whole experience has left me shaken. Been with my partner for 15 years!!!!!! We didn't exactly try but weren't exactly careful and because we hadn't been caught for so long thought it wasn't meant to be. Then suddenly in August I discovered I was 5 weeks pregnant and we were overjoyed, told everyone immediately and started making plans fore the future. Last week I started bleeding and was inshock when at the doctors they told me they were sending for an ambulance to get me to hospital! I miscarried the night before I was due to have had my 12 week scan and instead of going for a lovely scan to see the heartbeat for the first time I was going to check it had all gone. I just feel like I'm not meant to be a mum now and why did I have to go through this? I was so happy before I got pregnant, getting pregnant was the icing on the cake and now I'm left feeling devastated and pining for my baby.
Why does life have to be so cruel. I had never thought about miscarriage before and my heart really does go out to everyone who has experienced this, none of you deserve it and I know you would all make the best mums in the world as your babies are so wanted x
Why does life have to be so cruel. I had never thought about miscarriage before and my heart really does go out to everyone who has experienced this, none of you deserve it and I know you would all make the best mums in the world as your babies are so wanted x