I hate evaps so so SO much

[hopedance]

I hate evaps. Seriously. There is close to zero chance that I am currently pregnant, but I did an internet cheapie just for 'fun' (torture more like), and of course there is an evap. There is always an evap. It sits there just to look at me, taunt me, laugh at me. It is there just to give me false hope, make me wonder, 'but what if...'. It is like evaps exist just to make me peer at pregnancy tests in multiple lightings, in different rooms, to change them on the computer and enhance them, to email them to friends to ask their opinion, to spend hours trying to get a good photo of them, to store them up to compare them to see if they get darker or not, to wonder if that line is really pink or just grey. They want to feed my obsession, to make me spend so long staring at them that i forget to do my work, or have sane non-ttc related discussions.

i mean seriously. i should not be allowed to pee on sticks! i am considering getting rid of all my internet cheapies, and only ever letting my GP test for me, to end this insanity.



so here is my evap from tonight.

 

[zoehamp]

I hate evaps. Seriously. There is close to zero chance that I am currently pregnant, but I did an internet cheapie just for 'fun' (torture more like), and of course there is an evap. There is always an evap. It sits there just to look at me, taunt me, laugh at me. It is there just to give me false hope, make me wonder, 'but what if...'. It is like evaps exist just to make me peer at pregnancy tests in multiple lightings, in different rooms, to change them on the computer and enhance them, to email them to friends to ask their opinion, to spend hours trying to get a good photo of them, to store them up to compare them to see if they get darker or not, to wonder if that line is really pink or just grey. They want to feed my obsession, to make me spend so long staring at them that i forget to do my work, or have sane non-ttc related discussions.

i mean seriously. i should not be allowed to pee on sticks! i am considering getting rid of all my internet cheapies, and only ever letting my GP test for me, to end this insanity.



so here is my evap from tonight.

hiya im sorry but that doesnt look like an evap to me, how long after you did the test did the line show up coz if it was in first 5 min then its more then likly to be a positve. im keeping my fingers crossed for you,

 

[DiddyDons]

hi hun, what cycle day are you on?
I think i can see a little colour in it, but i think i can still see grey in it aswell...?

hope its not an evap xxx

 

[hopedance]

it did show up pretty soon after i did it, but i am so sure i am not preg. i don't think i've ovulated in a few months, and my last hcg blood test was at less than 1, and i dont think we've even had sex since then!! so 99.99999% sure this is still just an evap. you see how the obsession begins though, just a little hope just like that, the 'maybe...'. ahh! i mean, i really REALLY hope it isn't an evap, but i'm certain that it is.

 

[zoehamp]

it did show up pretty soon after i did it, but i am so sure i am not preg. i don't think i've ovulated in a few months, and my last hcg blood test was at less than 1, and i dont think we've even had sex since then!! so 99.99999% sure this is still just an evap. you see how the obsession begins though, just a little hope just like that, the 'maybe...'. ahh! i mean, i really REALLY hope it isn't an evap, but i'm certain that it is.

ahh, but i know this may sound funny if you are 99.99999% sure your not pregnant then what made you do the test for ''fun'', lol. but yer i see the slight colour too, thats what made me ask how long you left it.

 

[hopedance]

because i love to torture myself, LOL. plus i hadn't done one in like, 10 days, and i am a serial POAS-er!!

i will do another one tomorrow now with fmu just to see what happens. i can't believe i am getting myself into this again - YOU SEE WHAT EVAPS DO??? this was the point of this post, evaps are EVIL, they are EEEEEVIL! if evaps didn't exist, we would all know, with no doubt or uncertainty whether we are pregnant or not. there would be none of this am-i-or-aren't-i crap. bah!

 

[zoehamp]

because i love to torture myself, LOL. plus i hadn't done one in like, 10 days, and i am a serial POAS-er!!

i will do another one tomorrow now with fmu just to see what happens. i can't believe i am getting myself into this again - YOU SEE WHAT EVAPS DO??? this was the point of this post, evaps are EVIL, they are EEEEEVIL! if evaps didn't exist, we would all know, with no doubt or uncertainty whether we are pregnant or not. there would be none of this am-i-or-aren't-i crap. bah!

well i hope it doesnt turn out to be and evap, and yes you are sooooooooo true, i only did a test 2 days ago coz i was 4 days late but came on day after did the test, which to me was a really really faint line on there, but there again i coulda just been imagining it, i think im gonna buy digi test, there the 1s that dnt give are you arnt you, it just plain and simple, pregnat not pregnant, lol.

 

[hopedance]

if you were 4 days late and got a faint line, you might have had a chemical pregnancy. yes the digi ones just tell you straight, if i had a regular cycle and knew when i O'd, i'd just take a digi whenever i was a week late or something instead of this emotional rollercoaster.

 

[zoehamp]

sorry but what is a chemical prgnancy, i never herd that b4, yer same here, i actually had a erpc 2nd oct, and ad my first period on the 2nd of november so i was expecting my period on 30th but it nevr came, i thought it woulda returned to my usual 28 day cycle but there again could still be bit messed up, i took the test thinkin i was preg, with the head aches, really sore boobs, felling sick on and off, and my cervi was high and soft til the last minute,

 

[Vestirse]

A chemical pregnancy occurs when the embryo starts to implant and for some reason implantation fails. Enough HCG is produced though to give you a positive though it is followed by a "period" because of failed implantation.

 

[hopedance]

i just retested with FMU and it was definitely an evap - there is no line or anything at all on this one!!

 

[zoehamp]

i just retested with FMU and it was definitely an evap - there is no line or anything at all on this one!!

awwwww im sorry hun, but you need to stop tourturing ya self tho, its not healthy at all. all i can say, is better luck next time, xx

 

[Janisdkh]

Did you use the same test? Always retest with the same brand. Don't change due to sensitivity.