i just cant take this... :(

[RedRose19]

im just after having my third loss it was so early at the start i think its concidered as a chemical... its not fair... its like my body wont hold a baby for 9 months.. i feel like my body is failing to do what it is meant to!!!

i hate this feeling.. it makes me something im not.. negative person.. im not usually negative... usually very happy but its nearly been a year since my first mc... i dont wanna get to march and still be like this
i feel like giving up...

i know this is a pointless thread i just needed to vent... this is the worst christmas... i started bleeding very heavily this morning... which means most likely my bean is gone its so early so i guess a chemical??

anyway sorry ladies i just had to vent that out... im so upset right now i think i just need a good cry and il be ok..

 

[stephwiggy]

Just wanted to send you some huge hugs xxx

 

[shocker]

HUGE HUGE HUGS! Its not fair at all hun but things will be differant this year your gonna keep climbing and your gonna get there i know you will

 

[Tulip]

Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry. Sending you lots of love. What awful timing too. Will your GP refer you after 3 losses? And you're allowed to feel negative at the moment - please don't punish yourself xxx

 

[aviolet]

I'm so sorry do you know exactly how far along you were?

 

[planesick]

sending you love and hugs

 

[sue247]

So sorry.

 

[debgreasby]

So sorry sweetie, take care xxx

 

[tashalina]

honey I am sooo sorry to hear that. I really admire how strong you have been so far hon, it must be so difficult but us women are made of strong stuff so u can get through this. Your time will come, even if it doesnt seem like that now!

We are all here for u to vent to anytime. thinking of u xxx

 

[cazza22]

again so sorry hun x huge hugs x

 

[fluffpuffin]

hey hunny, so sorry you had to go through this again. maybe it's time to be referred to a specialist to get some answers. It must be so hard for you. sending big xx

 

[cindi]

oh honey i'm so sorry! I don't normally come in here but that thread topic just hit me. I'll be praying for you and again i'm sorry.

 

[SmileyShazza]

Hunni I'm so sorry You know I'm here if you need to talk xxx

 

[KA92]

Massive hugs babe it's not fair at all. So sorry honey

 

[lolly25]

so sorry for your loss x x x x

 

[<3 Always]

Don't give up. You are going to be an amazing Mommy to a beautiful, healthy baby. I know it's hard but keep being yourself (happy and positive)... don't let these experiences take that from you.



Hang in there. A new year and a fresh start is right around the corner.

 

[fluffyblue]

Awww hun im so sorry please just believe you WILL get there dont lose hope xxxx

 

[RedRose19]

thanks so much ladies its so hard... i thought wow i got preg so quick after mc... maybe its really meant to be and its going to stick.... but then the spotting started and i knew in the back of my mind wat was going to happen..
ive always wanted to be a mother... people say to me.. i am here to be a mother cuz of the way i try to help and mother everyone close to me
so i always think well then why cant i have my own baby

were both young me and oh... so it doesnt make sense.. we dont drink, we dont smoke or anything harmful that might stop our chances...

sorry im just venting... take no notice of me...

im feeling abit... healed if that makes sense.. not about the losses but just feeling alone and upset.. oh and i spent the day just being in each others arms... said he loved me i know it will happen some day... i hopee soon...

thanks ladies your all so great xxxxxxxxxx

 

[Drazic<3]

NO! Oh sweetheart, I am heartbroken for you. This is NOT fair. Sending SO much love to you darling

 

[JASMAK]

So sorry to hear this. I know you are grieving right now, but do not give up. I had three miscarriages too, and here I am at 4 years TTC. It will happen. But, if this is your third, you should go and get tested. Could be something really simple...or maybe, like in our case, it was my DH and not me. I am sorry for your loss.