I just decided to share.......

[DAISYPRENCESS]

Hi girls,

I know we have commented many times how we feel when we hear that someone is expecting a baby.... but I just wanted to say it. I can't speak to anyone about this. My husband tells my that I am maniac because I feel hurt.

Today I was told that one of my colleagues was expecting a baby. She is just 18......oh......I am 29. On my age she will have 10 years old child. I just feel sorry for myself.....

I want to cry... I feel my heard broken in two...

 

[sugarpi24]

im so sorry Daisy yeah a lot of us have gone through something similar. I work with a 21 yr old that just had her 3rd child! she was pregnant with her second child when she started working there and then got pregnant with her 3rd within months of having her 2nd one! I cant even have one at the age of 25! its sad and depressing, im happy for her....but it just sucks that some of us women cant just get pregnant and that we have to go through all this waiting and testing and poking and proding and MONEY just to have a child! :/ one of our friends that 35 or so just had his first baby....but when he told us it was "oh it was the only time we didnt use protection!" its like ugh! MUST BE NICE. :/ hubbys dont always understand why we feel the way we do sometimes when someone announces their pregnant and so on. But we are here for you if you need to talk or vent

 

[DAISYPRENCESS]

The think is that I feel like scared. The fact that the choice of having a baby has been taken of me......sometimes I tell myself that I should have tried when I met my hubby....that should not have protected at all....
My husband can't understand my pain. He is a very good person but he is a man...that is it....

 

[sugarpi24]

Yeah sometimes I wonder if I would have got pregnant with my hubby if I didn't take bcp back when we first started dating....but I wanted to wait til I finished school and moved out etc. But I do wonder sometimes too.