dreams
My beautiful baby Ffion
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but yes it looks like i will be a single mother. I still haven't told my family and friends that i'm pregnant yet, god knows how long i'm going to wait.
I kept putting this off trying to believe he will get it together and be there for me etc but we argued so much and i guess i do know that it wouldn't be a good environment to bring up a child.
I hope that he will still be in baby's life but right now i don't think i see that happening. He said he doesn't want us to speak anymore so i don't know.
I have mixed feeling about doing this on my own. Obviously very scared as i didn't imagine it to be like this, well and i was expecting to be much older aswel lol.
I just wanted to post this for me, i keep trying to believe that when the baby's born i'm going to have the three of us living together etc but i need to come back to the reality this isn't going to happen. I'm sad but i know its for the best the same time.
I kept putting this off trying to believe he will get it together and be there for me etc but we argued so much and i guess i do know that it wouldn't be a good environment to bring up a child.
I hope that he will still be in baby's life but right now i don't think i see that happening. He said he doesn't want us to speak anymore so i don't know.
I have mixed feeling about doing this on my own. Obviously very scared as i didn't imagine it to be like this, well and i was expecting to be much older aswel lol.
I just wanted to post this for me, i keep trying to believe that when the baby's born i'm going to have the three of us living together etc but i need to come back to the reality this isn't going to happen. I'm sad but i know its for the best the same time.
