i need to vent before i explode

[sambam]

i am sick to death off ttc now, i am sick to death of the disappointment, the questions from people who know we are ttc like " how long has that been now ? ".....

i just wish i could get ttc out my head, but its in my thoughts most of the day, and when i get a chance im either peeing on something, looking at my most fertile times, thinking if we timed it right this month.. bla bla bla !! i could scream, i want my old life back!!! ...

and now i feel like ive got PMT !!! .. so i know the witch faced *beeep* is on her way soon !!! i was crying to my DH last nite about how stressful im finding this now, and he simply just shrugged and said " it will happen when it happens, you dont need OPKs and charts to fall pregnant " ...

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

RANT OVER

 

[banana1011]

I'm sorry hun.

It's not easy and if it were as easy as when we felt like it (this is how guys think it works!) we'd all have been pregnant by now! They have no idea.

I find myself thinking about TTC most of my day just like you. It comsumes me. Living our lives in 2ww - wait to O, wait to test, wait for But what helps me keep my sanity - it'll all be worth the crying, disappointment and frustration in the end...when you do fall preggers, then you get to hold your lil' one in your arms. We all want it now, but someone is testing our patience.

Hang in there sweetie and we're all here for you.

 

[sambam]

thanks so much banana... means a lot to me, i even feel a bit better now i have got it off my chest

xx

 

[DragonMummy]

Ah I understand how you feel. Big love to you hun and hope the pma seizes you again soon. xxx

 

[~Hope]

I so wish it was as easy as 'let's have a baby' and then wait for nature to take it's course... I'm becoming rapidly obsessed - and its disappointing when your body won't do what you want it to!

 

[wanabamummy]

I am obsessed too!! I have only been trying for 2 months!! came this morning and i had to stop myself from doing a HPT!!

I really want a summer baby (June, July, Aug) so I am getting excited now at the thought that the concieving months are now coming.

My OH hasnt said a word he just rolls his eyes!! will tell him later that gona start temping as of this month!! haha!! wonder what he will say to that!!

To be honest, before we TTC i thought it was as easy as wham bam!! but oooohhhh nnoooo its way more complicated than that!!! think i missed out on all this in my sex education !!

 

[Megg33k]

I have a friend who refuses to believe it's not just the easiest thing ever... of course, she's never tried either. Anytime I talk about worrying that something bad is happening, will happen, etc, she threatens to take my internet away. She thinks that reading about terrible things happening and it being really hard makes it more difficult... But me? Nope! Knowledge is power... and I need more of both of those things!

 

[kessutripp]

Me also tried to tell my hubby that maybe it's not gonna be that easy this time. me being over 30, him being over 40, it might take some time and maybe we won't even succeed. actually i was more like whining i'm old and fat and ugly
he just shut me up! he's so sure it will happen when it's time

 

[wanabamummy]

yep i have a friend like that too!! said i was spending too much time on this site, i shouldnt 'read' so much and should stress. But I have learnt so much on here! ok, maybe is shouldnt stress about it.


but then said she only had to 'look' at her DH and she was up the duff. Well luck you!! i thought!!! lmao.

 

[Crypto1976]

I totally know how you feel. This month I kind of got over the obsession, but only because I am so bored feeling all up and down. I am trying to do other stuff. Easier said than done, but I was finding myself looking for answers or to see if the secret to getting preggers was hidden on here, and I had just missed that particular post.

Now I am bored. I want to fly off to Norway for cheap IVF and do it that way in the hope its easier and less time consuming.

Silly I know! I just wanted to say I know how you feel lovey. XXXXX