I know I am not out until af shows, but man do I feel out. I thought for sure at 17dpo I would get a result. I had been using the IC from the early pregnancy test website from 10dpo and getting bfn each morning. I broke down and bought a 3pk of frer and this morning all I got was false hope with the stupid antibody strip. I'm just ready to break down completely. I have family and friends all around me getting pregnant, half of them completely unplanned, and here I am trying so hard and I get nothing. Since my cycles can be irregular I don't even know when I am officially "late" which is even more frustrating. My phone app says the 6th but I swear I ovulated on the 17th so that would make no sense. I started having some cramping and a case of thrush early on which I though was a good sign but all those symptoms have disappeared around 6-7dpo. Now I swear my bbs are bigger-I had to let the straps on my bra out because they were spilling out, which I have never had to do. In addition to that I swear my areolas are changing, they are darker around the edges and pinker in the middle. I have a ridiculous amount of stretchy, lotiony, cm as well as a very soft and pretty high cervix. I just don't know anymore I feel like throwing my hands in the air and just saying "to hell with it". Sorry to just go on a rant, but I am so confused and feel so out of control which is not a good feeling to me.