lindseyry
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I need someone to talk me down please. I feel like I'm truly going batty this tww. Let me give you some history since Im fairly new around here.
Ive been charting off and on for five years. When ttc my first I conceived on the first cycle but it ended in a chemical. I conceived ds4 on the second cycle. I knew both times very early that conception had taken place. I also knew on the first cycle something wasn't right.
Fast forward to this ttc trip. This is our tenth cycle. Ive had three chemicals. Again, I knew very early on that something "clicked". The cycles I was out - I knew from the very beginning it didn't take.
This tww was textbook for me in the beginning. I just knew from 2dpo, it had clicked. I had tons of symptoms from nausea to stuffy nose and soar throat. However all of my symptoms stopped dead in their tracks on 8dpo, except for soar bbs. I thought for sure I was out - probably another chemical. But last night, I started to cramp and had tingly bbs. I don't ever cramp before af. I had a big jump in bbt this morning - good sign. I figured maybe I was back in the game. But when I checked my cervix this am, I found blood. Not when I wipe or on my underwear but just a tiny amount on my finger. It was bright red. Ive never delt with pre af spotting or implantation spotting so seeing this was devastating to me. Af is due on Tuesday and I'm very regular so I cant see why on earth Id be spotting early but for implantation. I woke up this morning ravishingly hungry which is unusual for me - I'm not a breakfast eater. But now my stomach is upset and I'm slightly nauseous.
As I write this, I'm thinking if I were reading these words from someone else - Id say Youve got great preg symptoms but this back and forth mess is making me crazy!
My plan is to see what my bbt does tomorrow and go from there. My temp usually starts to dropp on 10 or 11 dpo - getting ready for af. So, if it stays up tomorrow, Ill test Saturday, I guess. Ive never been afraid to poas before but this time Im terrified!
Told ya I was going nuts!
Ive been charting off and on for five years. When ttc my first I conceived on the first cycle but it ended in a chemical. I conceived ds4 on the second cycle. I knew both times very early that conception had taken place. I also knew on the first cycle something wasn't right.
Fast forward to this ttc trip. This is our tenth cycle. Ive had three chemicals. Again, I knew very early on that something "clicked". The cycles I was out - I knew from the very beginning it didn't take.
This tww was textbook for me in the beginning. I just knew from 2dpo, it had clicked. I had tons of symptoms from nausea to stuffy nose and soar throat. However all of my symptoms stopped dead in their tracks on 8dpo, except for soar bbs. I thought for sure I was out - probably another chemical. But last night, I started to cramp and had tingly bbs. I don't ever cramp before af. I had a big jump in bbt this morning - good sign. I figured maybe I was back in the game. But when I checked my cervix this am, I found blood. Not when I wipe or on my underwear but just a tiny amount on my finger. It was bright red. Ive never delt with pre af spotting or implantation spotting so seeing this was devastating to me. Af is due on Tuesday and I'm very regular so I cant see why on earth Id be spotting early but for implantation. I woke up this morning ravishingly hungry which is unusual for me - I'm not a breakfast eater. But now my stomach is upset and I'm slightly nauseous.
As I write this, I'm thinking if I were reading these words from someone else - Id say Youve got great preg symptoms but this back and forth mess is making me crazy!
My plan is to see what my bbt does tomorrow and go from there. My temp usually starts to dropp on 10 or 11 dpo - getting ready for af. So, if it stays up tomorrow, Ill test Saturday, I guess. Ive never been afraid to poas before but this time Im terrified!
Told ya I was going nuts!
