Allym0101
TTC # 1 after 3 loses
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Hi Ladies
Apologies in advance for the rant / bad language.
To put it mildly I am really f*ck*d off this month.
I have lost all hope of ever falling pregnant again. It has been 8 months since our last loss. It has never taken this long and I am beginning to wonder if perhaps my previous pregnancies have messed up my body and left me unable to conceive
It doesn't help how I'm feeling when EVERY SINGLE TIME I pick up a magazine or a newspaper there's a new celebrity announcing their 'happy news'.
The girl who lives opposite me is about to give birth any day now and I constantly see her waddling about patting her bump.
But the worst of all is.... My best friend is due her 3rd baby in October and has asked me to be her birthing partner
She told me she was pregnant 2 months after my miscarriage and I consolled myself by telling myself that I would be pregnant again before her baby was due. She is my best friend and I really want to be there for her, but I don't think my heart could deal with it. I think it would literally break if I was to watch her give birth and hold her baby in her arms.
Do any of you wonderful girls have any tips on how not to get upset over pregnant friends / family members / celebrities / random women on the street, because every time I see them my heart breaks a little more.
I have also noticed that recently this has put a strain on the perfect relationship I used to have with my fiance. We seem to bicker a lot more now especially when I've just heard someone else is pregnant or so and so has given birth. We don't have sex as much, as I'm often feeling blue and obviously this doesn't help with trying to get pregnant
Girls - I'm sorry that I've written so much and I know that everyone on here has their own problems without having to listen to me, but I really needed to let it out.
Thanks for reading, and lots of to you all.
xoxoxo
Apologies in advance for the rant / bad language.
To put it mildly I am really f*ck*d off this month.
I have lost all hope of ever falling pregnant again. It has been 8 months since our last loss. It has never taken this long and I am beginning to wonder if perhaps my previous pregnancies have messed up my body and left me unable to conceive
It doesn't help how I'm feeling when EVERY SINGLE TIME I pick up a magazine or a newspaper there's a new celebrity announcing their 'happy news'.
The girl who lives opposite me is about to give birth any day now and I constantly see her waddling about patting her bump.
But the worst of all is.... My best friend is due her 3rd baby in October and has asked me to be her birthing partner
She told me she was pregnant 2 months after my miscarriage and I consolled myself by telling myself that I would be pregnant again before her baby was due. She is my best friend and I really want to be there for her, but I don't think my heart could deal with it. I think it would literally break if I was to watch her give birth and hold her baby in her arms.
Do any of you wonderful girls have any tips on how not to get upset over pregnant friends / family members / celebrities / random women on the street, because every time I see them my heart breaks a little more.
I have also noticed that recently this has put a strain on the perfect relationship I used to have with my fiance. We seem to bicker a lot more now especially when I've just heard someone else is pregnant or so and so has given birth. We don't have sex as much, as I'm often feeling blue and obviously this doesn't help with trying to get pregnant
Girls - I'm sorry that I've written so much and I know that everyone on here has their own problems without having to listen to me, but I really needed to let it out.
Thanks for reading, and lots of to you all.
xoxoxo