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iceylou
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had to drop the cotbed down to the lowest setting as nicole was starting to lean on the top and throw herself off onto our bed!!
i was absolutely dreading putting her to bed last nite as she will only go to sleep holding my hand (one of her hands clenches my thumb and her other hand rubs my hand) i know thats a bad habit but her dad started it when she was a about 2 mths old. with the cot been at its lowest my hand wont reach in so hence i was waiting for a screaming match ....... did i get it? NO she went off to sleep straight away.
every morning she comes into our bed for a cuddle and chat, dh got her out, popped her into the bed and she crawled over me and wanted to go back into he cot
i just put her into the cot for a nap and she said "ta ta" and waved goodbye
i feel so used and alone

i was absolutely dreading putting her to bed last nite as she will only go to sleep holding my hand (one of her hands clenches my thumb and her other hand rubs my hand) i know thats a bad habit but her dad started it when she was a about 2 mths old. with the cot been at its lowest my hand wont reach in so hence i was waiting for a screaming match ....... did i get it? NO she went off to sleep straight away.
every morning she comes into our bed for a cuddle and chat, dh got her out, popped her into the bed and she crawled over me and wanted to go back into he cot

i just put her into the cot for a nap and she said "ta ta" and waved goodbye
i feel so used and alone


