I wish i could just forget!

[alison011177]

I wish I could just forget about ttc and being pregnant- no matter how hard i try i am always calculating my days and wondering what pains and niggles are and convincing myself I have got sore boobs and hightened sense of smell. I have lost 15.5lb now only another 2 stone to go before I can go on the ivf waiting list- I just wish I could switch it all off just for a break from feeling low and confused! Sometimes I think I am in denial about the whole thing, I cant actually believe i need ivf!

 

[miel]

same here sweetie...how can we forget when everything as to be perfectly timing to be available to get pregnant ....etc...taking temp ; taking clomid starting on that day ; couting to the "O" day ; having sex etc....

 

[latestarter]

I couldn't agree more. It would be nice to just turn things off. But when you want something so badly its hard. I need IVF too - and am completely shocked. It took a few months to wrap my head around the idea. But now that I've started the process I'm excited about my next cycle.

Making a baby is always exciting - regardless of how you go about it.

Good luck.

 

[JASMAK]

I feel the same way. I wish I didn't care, or I could just turn off my emotions. I feel like my life is spinning out of control for TTC reasons, and also because of my job (loooong story there) and I just feel so down and low and beat. I do, I feel like someone has beat me up and left me here...and here I am, laying on the ground, bruised, confused, scared, lonely, and wanting to scream - but with no one to scream to.