Iam a Widow :(

[want2bamom]

Well never would i ever think that i would be here for my situation. I am 33 and my daughter is 18 months. 2 months ago my husband passed away, he committed suicide in our home. We were together for 6 years and married for 4 years. My husband never got to see his 30th birthday.

It makes me sad and just brings tears to my eyes when i think that i am a single mother. I thought we were going to be a family forever

It was very hard to come back to BnB after reading all my friends journals and finding out that all of them are pregnant. It got me very emotional and sad because we wanted to have another baby, but were in a financial situation. Well hope to talk to you girls soon!

 

[Laura2919]

Im sorry for the loss of your husband. it must of been such a emotional and hard time to go through.

Although its not something you have thought about I am sure your husband would want you to be happy and move on with your life, one day you might meet someone and have more children. You will never ever forget your husband. He will always be with you.

we are all here if you need us.

 

[Mindy_mini]

I'm so sorry that your husband has passed away in such a tragic way.

I don't think we've ever chatted but please be strong for your Beautiful little girl. You will find a light at the end of the tunnel and you will find ways of being happy again. I know that must be impossible to imagine at the moment.

xxx

 

[Mally01]

I am so sorry for your loss and offer my heartfelt sympathies for you and your little one. Have you joined any support networks in your area? I live in the UK and my neighbour lost her husband to cancer a few years ago and she had two little kids. She joined a really good support group for single mums who were widowed and she had great support, comfort and help from other mums like her.

Lots of hugs for you

 

[Jennifaerie]

I'm so sorry for your loss

 

[tina_h75]

so sorry

 

[beccad]

I'm so sad to hear this

 

[whoops]

I'm sorry for your loss

 

[rosie272]

 

[hellohefalump]

I'm so sorry

I have been suicidal in the past (I suffer from severe depression when I'm not on meds) and I can tell you that depression is such a nasty nasty illness. Most of the time when I am depressed I want to die, but I think about how it'll be for my family and it stops me. But when my depression is soooo bad I just don't think about those things and I think everyone will be better off without me. When I'm well, I know that isn't true, but when I'm ill it feels so real. I think that might be how your husband felt, his illness just got so overwhelming.

I'm truly sorry.

 

[Fruitymeli]

 

[MissRhead]

Im so so very sorry for your loss, thinking of you xx

 

[teal]

xx

 

[xJG30]

Sorry for your loss

 

[QuintinsMommy]

 

[lewsmom]

sorry for ur loss chick xxx

 

[JessdueJan]

sorry for your loss

 

[NuKe]

I am so very sorry hun. I have had to deal with the suicide of someone very close to me recently too. The questions, the hurt, the anger, the sadness. It's very different to dealing with an "average" bereavement, if that makes sense.

 

[jensonsmummy]

i am so sorry for your loss. My aunt comitted suicide 2 years ago aged 27 leaving behind three kids, ages 20months, 4 and 6, so we as a family have went through what your going through now.

 

[Reedy]

I'm so sorry for your loss x