ICSI/IVF buddy June 2014?

[Jungleland]

Going to the counsellor is an excellent idea hun, I've felt really stressed out today with 2 big meetings and although I'm having 3 weeks off work when I start stimming, the lead up to it is terrible because I'm working twice as hard to get everything done before I leave! Argh! And I know that deep down I'm not stressed out by the meetings/presentations as much as I am stressed about the ivf working this time because we can't really afford to have a 4th attempt within the year (if at all). All eggs in one basket and all that!

There really is no logic with the whole 2ww/implantation process, there are hundreds of stories about fragmented poor quality embryos becoming babies and perfect high grade embryos not implanting and it takes all your energy not to question and blame yourself (even before we know whether or not its a positive or negative) it's all happening in our bodies after all!!! But staying positive is really the only thing you can do at this stage hun, im rooting for you. Massive hugs xxxx

 

[trying4babies]

Id say its difficult doing extra work in time to.start.stimming... praying this will b ur time too for a BFP..
Ive also heard those stories about slow growth embyros and fragmented babies its just not good enough for.me.to hear... i wish i was a scientist lol..
Im getting af pains im due tomoro.. so praying they dont come. My sister in law said she got af symptoms all through her pregnancy and she also bled as well.. so itll still be prayers to.be had up until October 8th.. Its now feeling like time is standing still..
I feel a little emotionless at this stage... wud it be crazy to say im overthinking so much that its my head thats doin the decision making instead of my heart... ive never felt like this before...weird lol @_@

 

[Jungleland]

I've got my fingers crossed for you too hun. Try to focus all your attention the embryo inside you continuing to develop. The power of positive thinking and if you cant do it, I'll be doing it for you xxxx

 

[trying4babies]

Ur right. Focusing on thinking its working is best for embyro... i used to be so unto the positive thinking ive all rhonda Byrnes books.. i shud defo start back...and id love u to send more positive thinkin to me too.. xxxx thanks hun....
As if i hadnt enough on my plate my hubbys family came down with the vomiting and diarrhea bug... hubby got sick last night so i slept on the sofa.. i personally had a fab sleep and was up at the crack of dawn.. tummy started to rumble so think i may have a touch of diarrhea.. so heres to positive thinkin.. im off out with my mam for some food shopping and pay bills lol so ill enjoy the day ;-)hope ur well too xxx almost october whoowhoo

 

[Jungleland]

Ah bless you, a bug is the last thing you need!
Hope you havent started with it and that youve had a nice day.
we're going for a nice walk tonight when OH finishes work while the weather is lovely here. I'm gonna incorporate a run into the last part of the walk because I know I'll feel better for it afterwards, need to let out some anxiety and stress xxxx

 

[trying4babies]

Thankfully i haven't caught anythin ;-) poor dh has been ill.. had to take work off today and all depends how he feels in.d mornin.. hates missing work..
Good for u goin for a run.. get the blood flowing. Good to have nice weather this time of yr so its best to make the most of it
Well today was officially af day. No sign which is good so im happy so far. Im wore out from today. We had a nice day and got a 99 icecream which was delicious nomnom... back to college early so alarm set for 6.30
Hope u enjoyed ur run ;-)

 

[Jungleland]

Excellent news that AF is staying away, I cant believe you have to wait a week for your official test though! Xxxx

 

[trying4babies]

Hey jungle
Such a long day 15hrs thats college and me voluntary work.. im shattered.. relaxin tomoro and then another 15hrs friday as i say dedication lol
Af not arrived so ive still some hope... got a funny symptom, if u cud call it a symptom... at around noon today i got like a bubbles feeling in my lower abdomen???

 

[Jungleland]

Everything's a symptom in the 2ww! Enjoy your rest day hun!
Had a consultation yesterday and my endoscratch has been moved to 14th oct (day21) and all booked in and ready to go on approx 22nd oct with the icsi xxxx

 

[trying4babies]

Oh brilliant hun.. it will fly in for u.. ;-)
Im awake and have a mild headache and some cramps... very gasy too YUK lol lucky im home for the day. Ill be scrubby dubby'ing the house today ;-)

 

[trying4babies]

It worked im finally pregnant BFP im shocked and happy, those bubbles must have been a sign... finally... im 10dp6dt HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

 

[LoveSunshine]

Aaaaaah bump buddies!! Congrats! So happy for you!!

 

[LoveSunshine]

We need a piccy if you can!

 

[trying4babies]

THANKS SO MUCH sunshine im ecstatic ;-) xxx

How do i get a bfp flashing?? lol

 

[LoveSunshine]

You do : then bfp in little letters then another : but obviously all next to each other

 

[LoveSunshine]

Oh you did it! Do you mean dreams coming through or true??

 

[trying4babies]

Oh thanks sunshine spelling mistake already... cant wait for the next couple of months.. im due 10th June 2015 ;-) how bout u xx

 

[LoveSunshine]

I have the same date!!! Hehe

 

[trying4babies]

Heres a pic (didnt use first wee so buying another test for tomoro morning )

 

[trying4babies]

I have the same date!!! Hehe

NO.WAY thats amazing... im still shocked ;-) but extremely grateful... my original wedding date was june 10th so has lots of meaning too (we registered that day instead ) got married the previous week ;-) xx

How are u xx