I'm back :)

[hshucksmith]

Hello BnB'ers! I was a frequent visitor back in early January / February when carrying my first child. I unfortunately miscarried in February and thought I'd packed my bags and walked away from BnB for good! I've started browsing the forums again after a no show of AF (usually I have symptoms a few days before she arrives and I've had none!) I'm not due on until tomorrow but I'm keeping my fingers FXd. It's taken me so long to finally post this - the past few months have been substantially hard and I've only recently come to terms with my unfortunate MC. I've taken a massive gander at all those ladies I used to talk to back when we were all nervously pregnant and I'd like to tell all of them how proud of them for making it! I've missed being here!

Congratulations to all those happily pregnant - baby dust for you all! I'm hoping to stay put this time!

Hannah x

 

[Kailynnsmommy]

welcome back hun! and good luck if you are pregnant!

 

[stephx]

Heyy I remember you!

Hope you get you BFP

xx

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

I remember you too!
Here's for a and a healthy, sticky bean!

 

[hshucksmith]

I remember you both too! Your babies are gorgeous Got AF type pains this morning (although I must admit I got these for a few days about a week ago and thought nothing of it) and I'll be buying a test later this afternoon. God knows I hope it's not my body playing myself off against me!

What have I missed, anyway?

x

 

[Callie-xoxox]

Congrats! hoping Bean sticks!
I dont think I was on here yet when you were but welcome back!
finger crossed for you! xoxxo

 

[hshucksmith]

Thanks I'm hoping he's real before he sticks! Something just feels different inside lol! It's nice to be back anyway - I've missed having a reason to turn on the PC!

 

[Callie-xoxox]

All you can do it hope for the best
everything has a reason!

 

[Sophiiie]

hey! :wave: I wasn't on here in Jan/Feb but helloo!
FX'd for a for you xx

 

[hshucksmith]

BFN! I did a cheap pee on one (ooh terminology!) that very much looked like a BFP when I squinted and it faded after a few minutes. Damn evaps! Also bought a First Response and there is no sign of my positive line on there! I've bought a few dip tests and have one First Response left so I'll be using those if the witch doesn't come tomorrow! No sign of her either - me and the DH did the deed twice (normally I find spotting straight after or on him, TMI, I apologise.) Another test tomorrow morning for me!

 

[abbSTAR]

Hey, welcome back to bnb!
Sorry to hear you've had a bfn... But it's still very early days soo fingers crossed you get your BFP in the next few weeks! xx

 

[mayb_baby]

Awwww
Hi I remember you

I also had a MC mine was in January however and I never returned to this form until a missed AF and then got my (wasn’t planned however)

Good Luck and keeping my F’xd for you sweetheart and glad to see you again don’t even know if you remember me lol

xxxx

EDIT: sorry only reading all your posts now sorry about the BFN and I hope your bfp comes tomorrow baby xx

 

[hshucksmith]

I remember you mayb_baby

So glad to hear you're carrying again! How's it going?

x

 

[mayb_baby]

I remember you mayb_baby

So glad to hear you're carrying again! How's it going?

x

Thank you,
A bit rocky at the start bleeding, leaking water (thrush ), bad cramping when AFs due so I was in and out of the hospital and still call my MW and every little thing, but aside from that I saw a healthy little boy at my scan last Thursday and I feel him kick/move every day since 15weeks so I'm lucky enough.

I hope you get a BFP soon and that you stick around as all the ‘oldies’ (that were here in December, January and February) have all had their LOs so it’s nice to see old faces however the newbies are amazing here now too lol xxxx

 

[hshucksmith]

So sorry to hear of your hard times! I'm glad everything's okay now though Aye, seeing all the babies of the ladies who were cautiously pregnant when I was is amazing!

 

[mayb_baby]

I know and their LOs are adorable xx

 

[hshucksmith]

AF didn't show yesterday and I'm normally pretty regular. The only show I have of her coming is the lower abdominal cramps although I've had these since the 11th. TMI - I used a tampon earlier to see if there was any tinted discharge and there was nil. Did another dip test this morning (I held that pee for 3 hours without a coffee!) and it came out negative. Dammit!

 

[mayb_baby]

hummm. . . You may have ovulated late this month so bfp might not show for a week or so! F'xd Xoxo

 

[hshucksmith]

Hopefully! I didn't find out until I was a week OD with my first

 

[hshucksmith]

No sign of AF... Only another hour and a half until I'm OD