Im breaking down

[lexi88]

yesterday Theo was awake for 12 hours straight, went for a hour long walk and he went to bed at 8. Would think he would sleep all night right?
WRONG! woke up at 2am and stayed awake till 5am and then I had to wake him up at 8 to go nursery by 9.
Im soooooooooo achy. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hot and sticky. Got headach. Im tierd and just feel like running away.
Im on my own Karl lives in London so no help there family all busy (although my mom said she will come round after work so thats about 5ish but cant see what she will do tbh).
I collected Theo from nursery at 2. Hoping he will have a nap (he sleeps better at night if he has a nap BUT i cant let him nap after 4pm coz he wont go bed at a nice time 2nyt and I cant handle him runnin around at 8pm)
Did he nap?
Its now 4pm and he all layin on sofa with dummy and remy (his teddy) i have too keep lookin at him to make sure he stays awake...
I cant stop crying. Im loosin my tempa with Theo.
I cant cope any more.
PLEASE THE NEXT 2 HOURS GO QUICK!! as soon as 6pm i can bath him etc its keepin him awake till then and not loosin it!
He keeps layin down to sleep and im find myself shoutin top of my voice YOUR NOT SLEEPING!!
please someone help what shall I do?
I cant get no one to come round and help.
and i dont have a wand

 

[Tiredgirl]

Sorry hun don't know what to suggest (this is my first), didn't want to read and run - sending you lots of xx