I'm feeling doomed...

[kwynia]

I had an early mc in March, I'm so excited to be pregnant again but my missed AF was a week ago and I'm getting 1-2 weeks on clearblue advanced. Everything else seems fine, no spotting or bad cramps, but I'm now stuck in a funk....i have my first scan set for July 30th, FX I will make it that far...

I just feel doomed and there is nothing to be done but wait.....i know I'm not alone, but it's just so hard

 

[Menelly]

I was just reading a thread yesterday about how crap those can be, and that they don't always read right. Someone had a picture of getting 1-2 and 3+ out of the SAME URINE. So don't stress. I think everything is OK. Just throw out the conception indicators!

 

[Bookwrmgal]

I understand the feeling completely. I know it's hard but try and remain positive. Lots and lots of FX to you.

 

[kwynia]

You are so right! I refuse to take anymore tests, now I'm having such a hard time shaking off these horrible feelings. I feel so naive with my first two I didn't worry about anything, but after the early mc in march I feel like my eyes are open to a new world of loss.....I'll just try to keep my chin up

 

[xxshellsxx]

i can totally relate to this and i actually wrote a thread on another forum with almost the same title as this one!

After my loss in October, with this one i did nothing but worry about every pain, pinch, cramp, every pee i checked for blood (still do), i had spotting at 6 and half weeks and again at 7 and a half... freaked me out. DH said i have to think positive and enjoy everyday... and everyday we get through is another day closer to our take home baby. Honestly nobody can tell you not to worry because you will, but when the moments of anxiety ease think happy thoughts and they do become more frequent than the anxiety eventually. Once i had my scan i definitely calmed down, but i still have moments of worry but they are few and far between now x

hope everything goes well for you x

 

[kwynia]

I love this forum so much, I can always rely on the members here for support when I need it most. I broke down in tears at lunch watching my DS make a mess on his face. Hes so perfect and precious and i love him so much! Pregnancy is such an amazing but delicate thing and I feel so blessed for my two kids and i feel terribly selfish for wanting this new pregnancy so badly. Ugh! Hormones are making me crazy!

 

[Menelly]

Oh, we totally understand. I've been in tears several times worrying and fretting. I want this so badly I'm afraid something will go drastically wrong just because I want it so much!

 

[LadyAphrodity]

I totally feel you I had a chemical the month before this pregnancy and we'll even my husband refused to get excited cause he was afraid it wouldn't keep. Waiting for that first scan is such a killer and the gloom and doom is hard to shake. The only thing that really helped me was staying away from any preg tests I refused to take the weeks estimator one heard such horror stories and just talking to the baby. It helped me but that is just me I pray for this to be a sticky bean for you. Just remember your body has done this before and it is probably all perfectly fine!

 

[Menelly]

My husband is the same. He says he refuses to get excited till we see a heartbeat.

 

[kwynia]

I think my husband is just along for the ride, I don't feel like he was really upset about the MC in March. He's not insensitive, i probably keep him in the dark to protect him, so he has no idea how much we can obsess over this stuff. So, if Im happy about it he's happy, and if I'm sad he sad too.