teenpregnant
Mummy of 1
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Im a mother of 2 (not a teen despite my username) I'm having such a hard time. I do not feel close or any strong feelings for my 10 week old, my eyes fill with tears as I write that that as I hate myself for even thinking it let alone type it! She's beautiful and is starting to smile, she loves cuddles however I do not feel the same for her as I did my first. I do all the thing she needs (feeding/changing ect) but I do not want to do anything extra like take her out for a walk or have cuddles. I feel terrible. I just do not know what to do.
I'm also having huge family problems which one family member is not hesitating to say disgusting negative things about me to me daily! 😞 I hate myself so much and do not know how much longer I can feel like this for.
4 years ago I was severely depressed and was admitted for 2 weeks for an overdose then on going treatment for 1 year and a half. I do not feel at the point I did four years ago and could never leave my children without a mum.
My partner is wonderful but I fear if he knows how I feel he will judge me and have no understanding and see me as the worst person 😢
I don't know where else to go. My health visitor is not a approachable person at all.
Sorry for the long post and any spelling mistakes.
I'm also having huge family problems which one family member is not hesitating to say disgusting negative things about me to me daily! 😞 I hate myself so much and do not know how much longer I can feel like this for.
4 years ago I was severely depressed and was admitted for 2 weeks for an overdose then on going treatment for 1 year and a half. I do not feel at the point I did four years ago and could never leave my children without a mum.
My partner is wonderful but I fear if he knows how I feel he will judge me and have no understanding and see me as the worst person 😢
I don't know where else to go. My health visitor is not a approachable person at all.
Sorry for the long post and any spelling mistakes.