Im sad today..

[Shelby2007]

I was suppose to be 13 weeks yesturday.. and we were suppose to have our scan today.

Im just really down.. and just want my babies back I even made myself feel worse by going over to first tri - where nearly everyone I first met is still. Im not doing that anymore - not a good idea.

I just cant wait to start trying again. I wish the stupid witch would hurry up. Ive never wanted to see her so badly in my life!

Sorry for the pity party.. just a little sad today.

 

[SarahMelissa]

Lots of to you, hang in there k

 

[PurpleWillow]

Big I really hope everything works out for you.

 

[rachjim98]

Oh sweety, keep your head up, I know it is hard. This month our daughter would of been due, it is hitting me hard as well. I am so sorry for all your pain. Your time is coming I can feel it! many many too you!

 

[Peach Blossom]

Thinking of you.

 

[Schmelly]

Sorry you're having a bad day. Big

 

[Chilli]

I was also supposed to be having me first scan today and just when i thought it was getting better, it's not anymore! I feel for you! Let's try to stay positive and smile even when we really don't want to - it's supposed to release happy hormones which help!

 

[lou1979]

Im the same huni, i would have been 11 weeks today

Altho im preg again now, it still hurts alot .

 

[orange-sox]

oh hun it's okay to be sad, we're all here for you, i know i'll be on here tomorrow in tears as it'll be a week since i lost seb

I made that same mistake of going into second tri to see how everyone was doing and it all hit me how it was too soon for me, i'm still too angry and upset that i've lost him.

Look after yourself sweetie, wish i could give you some proper hugs to make it a little better x

 

[toby2]

its hard when dates and stuff pop up along the way just when you think you are doing ok, big hugs for you
my friend had her baby yesterday and my first angel should have been about four weeks,its tough somedays

 

[RobenR]

I'm sorry for how you're feeling, I felt the same way a week ago when I realized I would have been over 5 months pregnant now.

Take care of yourself, you'll make it.

 

[Shelby2007]

Thanks for the kind words ladies. Im feeling much better today to all of you.. you are all angels to me!

And Im smiling too! Thanks for all the positive feed back.. I dont know how I would ever make it without any of you.

 

[rara1301]

thinking of you, can honestly say i'm not looking forward to my scan date either

 

[m85912]

I know how you feel. I would have been 22wks pregnant tomorrow with my son, but instead, today I was attending his memorial and saying goodbye. His little white coffin on the altar with 5 other angels was overwhelming and distressing but at the same time very comforting. Some days are better than others but it's not one of those things you'll ever forget. Be easy on yourself and take each day as it comes. My thoughts are with you and everyone in the same position as myself xxx

 

[Barneyboo]

 

[Shelby2007]

I know how you feel. I would have been 22wks pregnant tomorrow with my son, but instead, today I was attending his memorial and saying goodbye. His little white coffin on the altar with 5 other angels was overwhelming and distressing but at the same time very comforting. Some days are better than others but it's not one of those things you'll ever forget. Be easy on yourself and take each day as it comes. My thoughts are with you and everyone in the same position as myself xxx

Thinking of you today..and tomorrow. I cant imagine what you are going through.

Thanks for the kind words..and if you need anything feel free to pm me.

 

[bklove]

Just think you have a new cycle of opportunity coming up! Stay focused on the positive, and I think it is a good idea to kinda get a way from that other group for awhile.