I'm so nervous ladies !!!!

[poppymist]

Hi all, here's the back ground so far.....

I am ttc ( obviously ) and i am now 15dpo according to ff my last af was the 17th may i am on cd 30 today, ,y af was due on the 14th june but no show as yet.... symptoms are feeling very wet underneath tmi sorry it is lotiony/ewcm i am constantly checking as i think af has come but just cm! i do check my cp and its high soft closed and wet.....i havent had many other symptoms apart from being very gassy a few cramps here and there i haven't bee able to sleep very well at night finding it hard to drop off at night. i am getting sleepy early afternoon time i had a bit of diahorrea but nothing now!

i tested on 14dpo when af didnt show but it was bfn i am gonna test again with fmu tomorrow but i am thinking again another bfn and it breaks my heart i am actually at the stage where i actually want af so that i can start over again!!!!! I am so scared and nervous about testing again and being broken down AGAIN.

I know i am rambaling and all you lovely ladies are going through the same thing i am just feeling fed up now been trying for 8/9 months and i think i may stop soon as i feel i a fighting a loosing battle!!!! X

 

[Ripkinsmommy]

I am feeling the same way now. I am 9DPO. I started cramping at 7DPO at night and all through 8DPO. Today it has been on and off and I have random shooting pains in my bb's.

 

[kafs78]

Aw Poppy, you need to turn that frown UPSIDE DOWN..... try not to be so sad, and instead say " you know what? my AF's havent come - and i think i may be preg!"

Good luck X

 

[poppymist]

Well big fat bfn this morning I'm now 16dpo and I have had no glimmer of hope that I'm pg I am not gonna test again now I'm just gonna wait and if she still hasn't turned up by Tuesday ill go to my nurse get some bloods done or some thing...... So sick of this now I am willing af to to come now so at least I'm not stuck in limbo!!!! X

 

[jrc10]

Sometimes women don't get a positive test until day 21 or 22. It isn't over until AF gets you!

Good luck!

 

[poppymist]

Thanks Hun, I know it's not over til she comes however I know I'm not pg this month as I have 3 lil boys and I have always gotten a positive faint but there about 4 days before af was due! I am now on cd31 af was due Monday and I have not clue what is going on x