lindseyry
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Sitting here cramping and bleeding after yet another chemical. That makes four in eleven cycles ttc.
Where Im so grateful they happen so early but on the other hand, any symptom I feel in the tww scares me. I dont poas - for the fear of seeing the second line lighter than it was the day before.
When ttc ds, who is now 4 - the first cycle ended in a chemical. On a whim, I took low dose aspirin the next cycle. I conceived again and carried to term.
I dont know if there was a connection or not.
This go round, weve been ttc for 8 cycles, three chemicals. My insurance doesnt cover fertility, so Im left to figure this out on my own. Ive figured I may have a LPD, as my LP has gone from 14 days (years ago) to 11 or 12 days now. I also have LP spotting and dropping temps 3 or 4 days before af.
I can get pregnant - ovulation and conception is not the problem - I just cant STAY pregnant.
Ive been charting bbt off and on for 8 years, I dont drink, I dont smoke, Im a good mom. Where my ex sister in law has given birth to 8 kids and has lost custody of 7 of them. She's claiming to be pregnant again after having a tubal. Really???
Im sick of all the pregnant girls all over town. Im sick of people asking when Im going to have another one. Im sick of reading boards where girls who are on cycle #1 are crying for hours at a time because they get a bfn - I dont even cry any more. And Im really really sick of people asking for advise on how to get pregnant. Friends and family come to me ALL the time - emails, phone callse, facebook etc asking how to chart bbt because they know I know alot about fertility. Yea, I wish I didnt know anything about fertility!
But, I keep trucking along. I will continue waking up to temp bbt. I will continue to take pills and vitamins and I will continue to pee on random items - opks, hpts - my hand! I will keep doing it all because I know when Im holding her in my arms - it will make it all worth it.
Where Im so grateful they happen so early but on the other hand, any symptom I feel in the tww scares me. I dont poas - for the fear of seeing the second line lighter than it was the day before.
When ttc ds, who is now 4 - the first cycle ended in a chemical. On a whim, I took low dose aspirin the next cycle. I conceived again and carried to term.
I dont know if there was a connection or not.
This go round, weve been ttc for 8 cycles, three chemicals. My insurance doesnt cover fertility, so Im left to figure this out on my own. Ive figured I may have a LPD, as my LP has gone from 14 days (years ago) to 11 or 12 days now. I also have LP spotting and dropping temps 3 or 4 days before af.
I can get pregnant - ovulation and conception is not the problem - I just cant STAY pregnant.
Ive been charting bbt off and on for 8 years, I dont drink, I dont smoke, Im a good mom. Where my ex sister in law has given birth to 8 kids and has lost custody of 7 of them. She's claiming to be pregnant again after having a tubal. Really???
Im sick of all the pregnant girls all over town. Im sick of people asking when Im going to have another one. Im sick of reading boards where girls who are on cycle #1 are crying for hours at a time because they get a bfn - I dont even cry any more. And Im really really sick of people asking for advise on how to get pregnant. Friends and family come to me ALL the time - emails, phone callse, facebook etc asking how to chart bbt because they know I know alot about fertility. Yea, I wish I didnt know anything about fertility!
But, I keep trucking along. I will continue waking up to temp bbt. I will continue to take pills and vitamins and I will continue to pee on random items - opks, hpts - my hand! I will keep doing it all because I know when Im holding her in my arms - it will make it all worth it.