2 years ago this week i found i was expecting you. I was so excited. Its your big sisters birthday tomorrow, she'll be 3. I remember keeping u a secret from everyone who came to her party, and smiling to myself that i had u in my tummy. you were going to be her little brother. I still don't know why you died. it tears me up to think of u , u should be here with us. But then i wouldn't have your little brother , who is here. I wish i could of had u both. Love you little man, know that u are forever in my heart. I think of u evryday. whenenver someone comments on your brothers and sisters i wish u were there two for them to speak of you and your name. Charlie, mummy misses you. God bless you and keep you safe little boy . I will be with you one day for the rest of eternity.
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