We lost our wonderful Imogen at 5am yesterday morning. She had a huge bleed on her lung and just couldn't recover from that. It was very quick and they gave her morphine, she didn't suffer. We managed to get back to the hospital in time and spent her last minutes holding her in our arms.
She had been such a fighter. The dotctors and nurses had really felt she was in with a chance. She had been taking her feeds well, was off the insulin and it seemed her PDA may have closed. She had also managed to gain 130g in her 8 1/2 days of life, which is quite amazing.
We are both devastated. I just don't know how a person recovers from this. We will never forget or stop missing our beautiful girls. Those 8 days we had with Imogen are so precious to us and she brought us so many smiles in that time with her little ways.
At least our girls are together now, how twins are supposed to be, even if they aren't with us, they aren't alone.