So I'm between 2-4dpo right now. I used OPKs this cycle.. For some reason I've just got this feeling that even if this isn't my month, I'm not really bummed about it. Just earlier today I was thinking how excited I would be if this WAS my month, but now I don't really care either way I've got so much going on in the next 23 days.. packing, 10 days in Texas with the in laws for my BIL's wedding, and I have to be moved out of our apartment and moved 11 hours north of here by July 23. On top of all of that I have to get our insurance switched over.. Figure out who'll be dog sitting for me when I go to Myrtle Beach July 31-August 7 for holiday.. oh gosh and that's a whole other trip in and of itself. I feel so busy an overwhelmed right now that I think I would break down if I got BFP in July. Then of course the thoughts of knowing my husband will be gone for the next 6 months is finally catching up to me. Ugh sorry for sounding so depressing.. Thanks for reading