wlovew
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I'm relieved and sad at the same time. My doctor said she would send me tomorrow but she wants to be there and she will be on call this weekend so she asked that I wait for Saturday morning. I go in at 5am. Since I'm already dilated (tho still only to 2cm) I won't have to go the night before and spend the night while they ripen my cervix with gel. I will go in early Saturday morning and go straight onto pitocin. I haven't been scared this entire time until now. I've heard nothing but awful stories about pitocin. The NST today was gorgeous, Vivian is completely content and has plenty of fluid which I was happy about but selfishly wished maybe the fluid might be low so would be induced today... At least it's on the calendar and I know by Monday I'll have my baby girl in my arms finally. It's been a long road. I hope I can get some sleep before the big day. I feel like my body has failed me or something.