Infertility SUCKS

[chefamy1122]

I haven't been posting much in this section recently b/c there is nothing new to report on my end, and seeing all the beautiful ladies on here struggling to conceive breaks my heart. I wish I could wave a magic wand and bring babies to all my LTTC sisters

I hate the way infertility makes me feel. Within the last week, 3 Facebook friends have announced their pregnancy. I was actually handling that pretty well, but today my friend at work came in after his wife's ultrasound and announced they were having twins. I lost it and started crying hysterically (thankfully I was able to keep my composure until he walked away) I feel like such an asshole for being so upset. I honestly am happy for him and his wife- he is 42, she is 38- this is their 1st pregnancy and they are great people and are going to be wonderful parents, but the jealousy I feel right now is tearing me up inside. Pretty much everybody at my work knows my situation, and I had a lot of people trying to make me feel better, but they just don't "get it"

 

[miel]

i know it's so hard darling

 

[manchester1]

xxxxxxx

 

[genkigemini]

 

[NeyNey]

I know honey, I know....

 

[reallyready]

you said it!
i keep thinking it is preparing us to be amazing parents.

 

[chefamy1122]

It is just such an emotional roller coaster... just when I think I am doing better, I have days like today where I can't stop crying.

 

[HoneyWright]

We know the feeling hun, you dont need to feel bad about your honest feelings here.

Facebook is a bit like the devil when you are TTC, every day for me its an announcement or scan pics or bump pics or birth announcements, if its not pregnancy its just in general that everyone seems to be putting updates about their kids and happy families. Grrrrr

 

[littlehush]

I know hunni...everyday im like WHY ME? WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS

I just hold on to the hope that one day it WILL be my day, and untill then i enjoy what i have right now...a amazing partner, a naughty dog, good friends and family.

I have a days were i cry but i also have some amazing happy days that i cherish!

Stay strong hunni...stay strong everyone, it will be our turn soon

xxx

 

[HoneyWright]

I know hunni...everyday im like WHY ME? WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS

I just hold on to the hope that one day it WILL be my day, and untill then i enjoy what i have right now...a amazing partner, a naughty dog, good friends and family.

I have a days were i cry but i also have some amazing happy days that i cherish!

Stay strong hunni...stay strong everyone, it will be our turn soon

xxx

lol naughty dog, i have one of those!!

 

[littlehush]

lol naughty dog, i have one of those!!

There a pain in the arse but you just cant live with out 'em hey!! The amount of times i have nearly put a sign in my front window 'Dog free to good home' but then he just looks at me with those eyes! Blasted dog hehe

 

[BizyBee]

 

[CareBear]

I know does it ever seem to anyone else that infertility seems to hit those of us who work and work hard? (not trying to infer anything just seems to be like this sometimes)

 

[BigFoot1980]

I understand how you feel, we all do!

 

[lioness168]

The pain of ttc...especially being a LTTTC. FB is the devil, there is someone I know from the good old school days on there and she goes on and on and on about the kids...drives me nuts! My heart breaks. And perhaps those of us who work so hard are stressed and counteracting our ability to conceive. Huge to us all....keep the faith.....take it one day (or one cycle) at a time, and eventually WILL get our BFP!!!